The Book of Sese

Not Feeling It

Since the message board sucks now and no one can ever see the important things I post there, I give up. I'll just post it here.

Well, here's what I have to say today:

I don't feel like writing anymore.

I'm going on a break. I don't know for how long. Maybe I'll update something in 2 weeks, 3 months, a year... I don't know.

I feel worthless. Untalented. Unoriginal. Not creative. Stressed out. Uninspired. Hurt....

I just can't take it anymore. I don't want to write anything right now. I feel like a failure. I have come to the horrible realization that my books, which I thought were considered pretty good, aren't as great as I thought they were. What scares me is that I thought they were great, but others didn't think so, which made me realize: I could be writing total crap and I wouldn't even know it. What does that mean for my future career as a writer?!

I'm leaving wattpad for awhile. I won't see your PM's as fast as I used to, but I'll make sure to come on once every other day to check my inbox. I might even respond to a book comment or two. If anyone cares to leave any that actually mean anything, that is. Clearly, I'm not going to waste my time responding to a comment that's a single emoji.

I'll still frequently check my account PokemonCover2Cover for cover requests and book entries. But that's it.

One last thing. I'm not a child, this isn't me throwing a fit. I'm just trying to get away from the things that are stressing me out right now.

Good-bye.