Love By A Neat Freak Psychopath ✔

Chapter 32

Regret

I feel a deep sense of guilt and regret for what I have done. I know that I have hurt her deeply and I can't take back what I have done. I feel like I have betrayed her trust and I am filled with shame. I can only hope that she can forgive me and that I can make it up to her in some way.

Mas lumakas pa ang paghikbi ko habang inaalala ang mukha ni Adrianna na nakangiti at sinasabi na mahal nya ako.

Niloko ko sya..

Ano nalang ang mangyayari kapag nalaman nya na bumigay ako? Gosh! I can't lose her.

Mag isa nalang ako dito sa kama. Kanina pa kasi lumabas yung demonyita at iniwanan lang ako ng damit pampalit sa sinira nya kagabi.

Hindi ko alam kung ilang beses namin ginawa iyon, basta nandidiri ako at ayaw ko ng alalahanin pa iyon.

Mabilis kong pinunasan ang pisnge ko ng marinig ko ang pagkalansing ng susi sa labas ng kwarto.

"Hindi ka pa din naliligo? Gusto mo bang paliguan pa kita?"

Nilapag nito ang tray ng pagkain at tinaasan ako ng kilay.

"Tsk, Don't over think about what happened last night, Arabella. Isn't it romantic? We're each others first."

"Shut the hell up!"

She chuckles and crosses her arms. I wrap the blanket around my body and pick up the clothes she prepared for me before I walk towards the bathroom.

"Don't take too long."- paalala pa nito.

Pagkasarado ko ng pinto ay ni lock ko ito ng maigi at tinanggal na ang kumot na nakabalot sa katawan ko. Mabilis na tumapat ako sa shower at binuksan iyon.

Hinaplos ko kaagad ang buong katawan ko. Padiin ng padiin hanggang sa mamula ang balat ko. Tinakpan ko ang bibig ko habang umiiyak at diring diri na sinabunan ang katawan kong halos mapuno na ng marka dahil sa kagagawan nya.

I wasn't myself last night, which is why I did those things with her, and I'm regretting it all. I think she would be even more mad if she found out I was thinking about Adrianna while kissing and touching her.

Matapos akong maligo ay nagbihis na ako at mabuti nalang sweatshirt ang binigay nya at saka pantalon. Hindi na ako magpapakahirap takpan ang mga marka na iniwan nya sa katawan ko.

Lumabas ako ng banyo at naabutan syang nag cecellphone. Mabilis naman nya iyon tinago at nginitian ako pero masama lang akong nakatitig sa kanya.

"Come here and eat with me."

"I want to go home."

"Do you think I will let you? Dream on! Come here before I get mad at you."

She tapped the space beside her and urged me to come forward. I swallowed hard when I saw that she had a gun in her waist. I silently obeyed her and went to her. She smiled and caressed my face when I settled beside her.

"Mabilis ka naman pala kausap."

Binigay nya sakin yung plato ko na may laman pagkain. Mabuti naman at hindi na ito karne. May trust issue na ako sa pagkain e.

It's a healthy breakfast for us right now since all of it is vegetables. I need to eat like an obedient child because I need strength to escape from her.

"Open your mouth."- she instructed.

Hindi ko sya sinunod kaya nakatanggap ako ng hampas.

"Kapag hindi ka tumigil kakatitig ng masama sa akin, dudukutin ko yan mata mo. Wala akong pakialam kahit maganda pa yan!"-singhal nya sa akin.