Crush On You {Ausmila} {Delayed Updates}

chapter fifteen

Another day of going to hell, I mean high school... No I mean what I said. Whoever said high school are the best four years of your life lied because it's certainly not for me. I'm just waiting til the day I graduate, so I can finally get out of this hell hole and start a new chapter in my life.

Beep. Beep. Beep.

I rolled over and slammed my fist on the snooze button. I threw the covers over myself because I don't feel like going to school today. I wish I could just stay home and lay in my bed because at least when I'm at home, I don't have to worry about Jackson or the fake people at school.

Suddenly someone knocks on my bedroom door, causing me to sit straight up.

"Austin, sweetie, you have to get up." my mom whispered, softly opening the door.

"Do I have to?" I groaned, lying back down with the covers over me.

"You have an appointment at 9 with Dr. Sharpe so get up," my mom said leaving my room, shutting the door.

I let out another groan because I forgot I had a therapy session, but at least I get to miss my morning classes. I checked to see the time and it was 7:05. I laid back down, not wanting to get up, but at least get there on time. I got up and stretched my arms out, then went over to the bathroom to wash my face, brush my teeth and hair. Once I was 'fully' awake, I put on a simple white t-shirt, dark blue jeans, and white nike high tops. I grabbed my phone and keys off the desk, threw my backpack over my shoulder, and headed downstairs. I said goodbye to my parents and walked out to my car. Once started, I drove off to Dr. Sharpe's building.

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I was sitting on the couch in the office, although it was a little chilly. I looked around and saw plaques & certificates covered on one side of the wall. I never noticed that many awards on the walls before...

Just then the door clicks open and reveals Dr. Sharpe coming in, "Austin! How have you been?" She asked, taking a seat in her chair.

"Hey Dr. Sharpe, I'm good." I slightly smiled, scratching the back of my neck.

"So last time we talked, it was about a girl whom you have feelings for, " she said looking over her notebook.

"Yeah... That's right," I shyly said, looking down at the ground.

"Have you told her how you felt yet?" Dr. Sharpe asked, looking at me.

"I try to, but no matter what happens, I'm always interrupted by something. Plus I don't think it would matter anyway," I sighed, bringing my hands up to my face.

"Why?" Dr. Sharpe questioned, crossing one leg over the other.

If I'm ever going to tell the truth about Jackson, might as well start now... It's not like it'll leave this room, right?

"Well she has this boyfriend and I'm happy for her. I really am, but..." I started to say, but stopped because I'm a little scared on continuing.

"But what?" Dr. Sharpe signaled me to continue.

"Its just that her boyfriend and I aren't on good terms, if you must say," I said nervously playing with my fingers.

I notice Dr. Sharpe taking notes on this and I'm just afraid on what she'll have to say after all this is over.

"Oh, you two don't get along or something?" She asked, now leaning a little in her chair.

I rubbed the back of my head, "I guess you could say that, but not exactly..."

"Austin, remember that whatever you say will stay between me and you," Dr. Sharpe said with a sympathetic smile.

I took a deep breath and exhaled because it's now or never...