masochist ˚ ༘ ⋆｡˚ sanzu h. x reader

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— y/n's pov —

the first thing i noticed when i woke up was the smell of fresh pancakes and a slight smell of smoke & cigarettes - the soft wind blowing into my face caused me to open my eyes.

i sat myself up and rubbed my eye as i spotted sanzu sitting next to the window, smoking a cigarette.

"oh you're awake" he stubbed out his cigarette and smiled at me.

i was a bit confused on how i got here at first but now i remembered.

sanzu stood up and took a plate that was laying next to him "i made pancakes" he walked over to me and sat down next to me while handing me the plate.

i just stared down at them with a surprised look - eyes wide, lips parted.. speechless.

"are you alright?"

a small tear left my eye, i immediately wiped it away "sorry..." why am i crying?

"did you have a bad dream?" i slowly shook my head "no, no, its fine... thank you for the pancakes" i looked back up at him and slightly smiled.

his eyes slightly widened. "you're smiling at me again.." yeah, i'll try to give him a chance. i think there could be a bit of trouble but what is life without trouble?

i took a bite and they were actually really delicious. i would've never guessed that sanzu could be good at making food.

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after i finished eating and getting ready for the day in his bathroom i went back to the living room and sat down next to him onto the couch.

"can you drive me home? i'd like to get changed" "i'll give you my clothes-" "no, no i really need to go home.. but you can stay at mine for a bit if you want to"

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we were currently sitting in the car, sanzu was smoking as always.

im not planning anything at home. the only reason i wanted sanzu to come with me is because i am really bored... and his apartment smells like smoke. i wouldn't wanna hang out there for a whole day.

as we arrived at my house sanzu helped to step out of the car. "thank y- hey!" i was cut off by bin suddenly lifting me up. "what are you doing??"

"bringing you home, you can barely walk" "put me down!"

— flashback —

"yea.. thanks for- huh??" i cut myself off when i felt an arm on my legs and one on my back, before i could react sanzu already picked me up, 'bridal style'.

"what are you doing??" "bringing you home" i noticed a grin on his face.

"hey! put me down, you're not funny!" "i find this pretty amusing"