masochist ˚ ༘ ⋆｡˚ sanzu h. x reader

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(a/n: hi!! i apologise for not uploading for a long time, i can't promise i'll upload actively again but i'll be trying my best!)

— narrator —

— flashback —

"i'm sorry, i'm a bit late..."

y/n froze for a second when she suddenly heard a masculine voice speak up, approaching her. she raised her face out of her palms, her eyes wide while her nose was still twitching.

"what?..who..." she mumbled under her breath, the man slowly took the hoodie off his head and gave her a small smile.

"rindou...."

she felt a warm feeling suddenly releasing inside of her chest when she saw his face, she immediately jumped off the benches and ran towards him.

she threw her head into his shoulder and wrapped her arms around him, rindou was a bit caught off guard by her reacting like this as she started to cry even more into his shoulder.

he slowly pulled her closer into his shoulder and wrapped his arms around her as well while patting the back of the head a bit.

"i thought you died..." she mumbled into his shoulder with a weak voice.

— now —

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today, today was the day of rindou haitani's funeral.

y/n stared at her own reflection in the mirror - she already got dressed, she was ready to leave.

"y/n, are you ready?" sanzu approached her with his hands stuffed in his blazers pockets. "yea... let's go.."

she looked at her face in the mirror one last time.

— flashback —

"this cliff...." y/n mumbled. "remember, i promised you we'd go here one day at night" "i do remember..." she couldn't help but smile a bit as they both laid down onto the edge.

"what's so great about those stars?" rindou mumbled, y/n glared over at him. "they just look pretty...but now that i look at them they don't look that interesting anymore..." "what did they look like back then?"

"back then?....they looked the same, it would've just been different to watch them with you back then..." "what's different now?"

rindou knew exactly what was different, he just wanted to hear it from her.

"you...you're going to leave the country, i'll never see you again....and i'm not the same person anymore like i was back then, neither are you.."

— now —

"hello? y/n?" sanzu's voice snapped her out of her thoughts. "huh? sorry... we can go"