masochist ˚ ༘ ⋆｡˚ sanzu h. x reader

{24} sakura {24}

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(a/n: i know the last few chapters have barely been focusing on sanzu's and y/n's relationship and i'm sorry about that but they're gonna get the focus back soon <3)

— narrator —

— flashback —

"you... used me to pay your debt to these perverts.... how-" "NO! i would never, you know i love yo-" "do you really love me though? or do you just love to.. pay your debts?" "of course i do love you, i don't know how-" "then who is this person and why do they have this video!" sakura snapped at him, she felt a tear running down her cheek.

"i can't believe it... i always admired you for saving me from getting sold... just for you to sell me yourself."

"NO! i swear i didn't- let's figure this out, okay? i swear-" "i don't... i cant talk to you right now.. i'm tired and wanna go home" "let me give you a-"

"no, i don't want a ride...."

she left the restaurant without another word.

it was really cold outside, small clouds escaping her mouth every time she breathed out, her jacket was just resting on her shoulders while she kept her arms crossed under it to warm herself up a bit.

she had been crying the whole time, she wasn't a person to cry in public but she even let out a few sobs since no one was around her. she felt betrayed..., more than betrayed even.

it felt like her tears have been immediately freezing on her face as soon as they left her eyelids. she just wanted to go home and never go back out again.. but she knew it wouldn't work out, but there was one thing she knew.

she didn't want to face matsuda again, she didn't want to go back to work, ever.

"hey, excuse me?" she was stopped by a few men, they had masks on.

she just looked at them without answering, her eyelids were completely swollen and her nose was red, but she was just hoping for them to not see it.

"whoa, she's crying, she really didn't take it well" "it doesn't matter, do the thing already!" sakura was really confused, she was just about to walk away from them again as she suddenly felt something smashing against her head.

she was confused on what was going on, her body wasn't really reacting to what she tried to do.. she could see but at the same time she couldn't, she didn't perceive what she saw. she didn't know if she was still standing or laying on the ground, her orientation was gone.

the first thing she did perceive again was a sudden warm feeling on the side of her head, she felt as if her head was laying in a puddle of really warm liquid while it also slowly ran down her forehead.

she could feel hands on her body, everything started to come back to her really slowly.

as all her senses were back she realised what was going on. these guys had ripped on her clothes, taking them off her lower body, one of them was just about to enter them while pulling down his mask, he had a wide grin on his face.