masochist ˚ ༘ ⋆｡˚ sanzu h. x reader

{19} back to reality {19}

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(a/n: quick question i'm rlly curious on how you guys read 'y/n' cuz me personally, i could never read it as my own name 😭)

— y/n's pov —

i packed the last things into my bag to get ready to leave this hotel.

"alright... i'm ready, are you?"

sanzu put his hands onto his hips and looked down at the bags before nodding at me "yea, i'm ready"

we carried the bags into the car and immediately started to drive home.

"did you have fun?" "a lot! we should definitely do this again" "alright, let's go straight to the next city" sanzu laughed out with a grin, i just rolled my eyes at him "some time, not now! i miss my bed... and my friends! and i kinda do miss my job too" "you miss your job? do you actually like that job?" "of course! why shouldn't it?"

sanzu leaned back a bit "i mean, barely anyone actually enjoys work... if you didn't like your job i could simply take you on vacation for our whole life.. you know, i-" "you have enough money, i know... but i really do like my job, especially because i'm able to work together with my friends, it makes it more fun"

"i get that..." "do you have any friends in bonten?"

i didn't want to sound rude, i was really just curious.. it's a gang after all.. do peorplr have friends within their gang or is it all for money?

"mhh.... i have one" he slightly smiled. "who, you actually became friends with someone that stands way under you?" i tried to tease him.

"huh? no, he's my boss" "oh... well that makes sense?"

seriously, sanzu really looks down on his co workers.. except that 'mikey' guy, i've never met him.

whatever... we got 6 hours to drive back to tokyo, and these 6 hours will be a bit boring...

i leaned back and stared out the window while drowning in my thoughts - we really had a lot of fun in kyoto! everything went smoothly... it was almost unbelievable.

sanzu had been receiving calls from his co workers all the time, but they simply ignored them to spend time with me. - i told him he could answer them, it would be no problem, but he just wanted to ignore them.

also... the whole week i haven't seen sanzu taking drugs once, he did smoke but there was no sight of drugs.. i wouldn't really care if he did take them, as long as it doesn't ruin the mood, but i guess this was even better!

kyoto was truly like a dream...

— flashback —

it was already early night, the sun has been down for a while now.

sanzu's arm was hooked with mine as we walked on a small way that lend straight forward, multiple sakura trees on each left and right.. it was a beautiful view.