masochist ˚ ༘ ⋆｡˚ sanzu h. x reader

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— y/n's pov —

"y/n did love rindou back... right, y/n?"

my heart stopped for a second, i could feel a warm feeling spreading from my chest through my whole body.

everyone went dead silent, they all glared over to sanzu coming back to us.

"we get it sanzu, you managed to pull rindou's ex, we don't care anymore!-" "i'm not joking, i am dead serious" he cut ran off.

"what are you talking about?.." my voice was slightly shaking, sanzu stared at me with a look that i've never seen him look at me like that before.

"oh, you're trying to act stupid now?"

ran had already let go off my shoulders, kakucho stood up as sanzu stepped closer again.

"whatever you're on about, i think everyone here would prefer if you just talked it out in your room, alright?" he glared over at me for a short second before putting his focus back onto sanzu completely.

"eh?" sanzu raised his brows and grinned at kakucho, a second later his fist hit right onto kakucho's blind eye.

he was about to throw another punch at him, i grabbed onto his arm from my seat and stood up while doing so. "what are you doing??" "let go off me!" he snatched his arm away and kicked kakucho onto the ground, he was cut off by that other tall guy with the braid standing up.

"sanzu, nobody wants to see that shit, go handle this in your apartment and leave us out of it!" "shut up, mochi, it's none of your business" "it's none of kakucho's business either, handle this privately"

"alright, fine" sanzu grabbed onto my wrist and dragged me along "come on y/n, we'll handle this 'privately' "

whoever that mochi guy is, he helped me out of that weird situation... though for some reason i have the feeling i'll have to handle worse once we're up there.

we got into the elevator, sanzu stared right onto the door waiting for it to open the whole time... he didn't give me one glare.

i'm a bit afraid.... what did sanzu exactly mean when he said i did love rindou? did he feel unloved by me the past weeks?... i did. give him less attention, that's true, but only because i was recovering from sakura's and rindou's death.

— flashback —

"thank you for showing me the clouds.." he pulled my head down to his own, and i didn't even try to do anything against it, making our lips meet again after 8 years.

some last tears left his eyes before his grip slowly loosened and his smile slowly faded away.

as soon i pulled away his arm fell off my neck, now i was sure that he was dead.