masochist ˚ ༘ ⋆｡˚ sanzu h. x reader

{9} afraid {9}

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— y/n's pov —

my eyes slowly fluttered open, i found myself laying in a bed.

what happened?.. didn't i get hit by a car?..

but this isn't a hospital bed... this is a normal bedroom, and it's not mine.

i gasped up and sat myself up while looking around, my whole body started to shiver but i tried to remain silent.

have i been kidnapped?.. how is that even possible, i-

the door knob moved, i froze and just stared towards it - my body calmed down when i saw sanzu walking in.

"y/n! are you alright?" he sat down next to me onto the bed.. i think he noticed that i've been panicking, he pulled me into a hug.

i wrapped my arms around him and stayed like that for a few seconds.

'i've hurt, robbed, kidnapped, tortured and murderer people... but.. you like me regardless, right?'

my eyes widened and i broke the hug. "no.."

"hm?" sanzu raised a brow at me "i was hit by a car... why am i here?"

"y/n, you-" "you.. you KIDNAPPED ME!" i pushed him away and attempted to leave the room but once my foot stepped onto the floor i twisted my ankle and fell onto the ground.

i looked down to my leg in bandages... has he been treating my wounds from the car?

sanzu kneeled down next to me and gently grabbed my hands "calm down, y/n! i didn't kidnap you and i'm not intending to hurt you, i just brought you here to treat your wounds"

i kept looking into his eyes, for some reason i did not believe him.. i was afraid of him.

he sighed out and helped me up "come on, get back into bed" i sat back down onto the bed, i couldn't run away anyway.... which is bad.

"y/n, i'm still the same, you know? i've never done anything to hurt you, so why are you so afraid?" "i don't know, who knows, maybe you were in the car!" i snapped at him, he just looked at me in pity.

"i could never run you over with a car..." "then how am i here??"

"i went to look for you, i realised you probably didn't go by car and i didn't like the thought about you walking alone at night, and i was right!"

i didn't look at him, i still tried to avoid eye contact at any cost.

"come on, do you remember when i helped you bring home your friend? when i brought you home? if i was intending to do something bad to you then i would've done it there"

maybe he's right....

he's still the same after all.. and he never hurt me or my friends..