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special chapter : a christmas visit

hello! how are you all? i’m so sorry if this special chapter is too late T T i’ve been really busy that i forgot to update the story. and thank you all for 1k+ reads u just don't know how it makes my day after seeing the reads 🥺 thank you all sooooo much !! 🤍 here’s a little gift for u guys!! hope u enjoy and happy holidays ! xoxo 💋

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“can’t both of you shut the fuck up?! you’re really destroying my eardrums!”

the two men shut their mouths after hearing jungwon yelled at them.

jungwon then glared at the two: ni-ki and jay, who were fighting over some... err... ingredients for the noche buena.

they’ve been fighting on what to do, what to cook. until they were screaming at each other that it hurts the other men’s ears.

sol was just looking at his uncles and his father, fighting and screaming ─ curious on what’s happening.

“don’t be mad at me, baby. ni-ki is the one who─”

“why the heck it is me, hyung?!”

and they start from fighting and shouting again.

sunghoon sighed and shook his head. jake and heeseung rolled their eyes and jungwon was fuming mad.

sol saw the reaction of his uncles so he called his dad and uncle jay.

“dad? uncle jay?” he called. both men stopped from blabbering and looked at sol.

“yes?” they said in unison.

“i’m hungry already and you two keep on fighting instead of cooking. you won’t even let the other uncles to help,” said sol, pouting while holding his stomach.

ni-ki and jay looked at each other while the four smirked. they knew that if sol started to speak, they can’t resist him.

so, in the end, ni-ki and jay stopped fighting; although they keep on exchanging retorts with one another.

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“finally! we’re done!” jake said with full of glee. the others sighed.

“it’ll be done few hours ago if it wasn’t for ni-ki and jay bickering.”

the two mentioned men rolled their eyes at heeseung and they all just laughed. ni-ki noticed his son was looking at something...

he is looking at the wall?

“sol? are you okay?” ni-ki asked him. sol glanced at his dad before looking again at the wall.

ni-ki looked at the wall and he saw nothing. he then looked back at his son who is still looking at the wall.

and not just a few seconds, sol ran upstairs. “sol! wait! where are you going?”

ni-ki followed him and he was brought to his room. . . to their supposedly room of the two of them.

“i’ll leave you two here, dad, daddy.” sol said before closing the door and locking it. ni-ki’s eyes widened and ran to the door but he’s too late. it was locked.

and, daddy?

“ni-ki. . .”

ni-ki knew exactly who’s owner of that voice─the voice he missed to hear, he wishes to hear once again. . .

ni-ki turn around to see sunoo, who is dressed in white, smiling at him. ni-ki started to teared up.

“sunoo... love...” he said with teary eyes. he wanted to run to him and crashed himself to sunoo for a hug but ni-ki knew he couldn’t do it.

“how’s life lately, my love? how’s sol? you? and the others?” sunoo asks as he slowly walked towards ni-ki.

instead of answering his questions, ni-ki replied, “i miss you. i miss you so much.”

sunoo’s eyes softened. he saw how much ni-ki is hurting even though it’s been years since he died.

“i miss you too, ni-ki. so much.” sunoo cried. he covered his mouth as he cry. ni-ki wanted to hug him. he wanted to comfort him but he can’t. he can’t hug a soul.

“sunoo...” he called him instead. “don’t cry please? you know how it pains me everytime i see you cry. please, don’t cry.”

sunoo sniffed and nodded his head before wiping away the tears and smiled sweetly and brightly at ni-ki. the latter smiled too. he missed this. he missed how his love smiled at him like this. the sweet moments of the two. he missed everything about him. . . about them.

“merry christmas, ni-ki.” ni-ki smiled and his heart softened. he offered his hand for sunoo to hold though he knew that he can never feel his warmth again. but it’s okay. as long he is here, he felt warm.

sunoo smiled and put his hand above ni-ki’s.

“merry christmas too, sunoo. now, let’s go and celebrate christmas with us.” sunoo nodded his head before the two went out of the room. as the stepped out of the room, they saw sol sitting in front of the door.

sol smiled widely as he saw his parents together. he greeted his daddy sunoo and the two talked. ni-ki glanced at his sunshines as they converse. he smiled. his eyes then landed at his first sunshine.

it’s always been you and will be only you, sunoo. i love you.