I'm tired.
Everything's gone to shit.
Dad is an asshole and no one wants to listen.
The one time I want to talk about what I feel and no one wants to listen.
I've been trying, I go on BlahTherapy every night but no one takes me seriously or they just tell me something homophobic. Or they just tell me one sentence and leave.
No one answers my messages.
No one sees the calls for help. And even if they do they just completely disregard it.
No one is answering and I'm signaling my distress signal.
I want someone to be there, I want someone to distract me from the bad like how I do for them.
I want actual friends.
I want people who will be there when I need them just like how I am for everyone else.
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I honestly just started writing without even planning whose pov to write it from so you guys can imagine this from anyones pov
Also
Thank you guys so much for this I never thought I'd make it this far, I promise I'll try my hardest to write better and more interesting things.
Merry Christmas (if you celebrate it)
Happy holidays!