I was desperate for an escape.
Too desperate and if that meant falling
into the pit of darkness, so be it.
I found him under the dark night
and saw my chance to escape the
golden luxurious cage. A jail is a jail,
whether its made by metal or d...
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Today was the day. I couldn't comprehend anything that was happening and the abrupt nervousness that I had suppressed deep within inside me was swimming back to surface along with the anxiety which left me in a tremor. I was aware of how clumsy and blunt I was and today was not the day to be either of those things.
I was somewhere thankful for the existence of Olga. She had prevented the boys from throwing an extreme party for Viktor's bachelorette. It was a very terrible surprise to find half naked women ready to pounce on my soon to be husband.
Let's say Santiago and Alexie got the most insulting, humiliating lecture of their lives about etiquettes, manners and basic respect towards the bride. Viktor on the other hand couldn't careless about the party. Listening to Olga rage at the two with a bored expression. I was the only person that clouded his senses entirely.
His words.
Arwen was pouty over Santiago's lousy, careless actions and from how adamant and sad Arwen seemed. San definitely had a lot coming his way now that we all were slowly becoming aware of Arwen's sensitive personality.
It was only Lex that was left and the man was upset over the party being cancelled.
After being dolled up with the utmost care like I was some fragile porcelain doll, I stayed in my room with the company of my girl friends. High profile makeup artists and hairstylists were hired for me. Viktor made sure to give me the best and it was visible in everything. From the small ribbons used for decorations attached to the high ceilings of the palace to the brush the makeup artist caressed my eyelid with.
Everything was high value. Expensive and luxurious.
I hadn't seen Viktor since yesterday night. Exactly when their little party of shame was exposed. The whole day began with so much excitement and enthusiasm that it became palpable. I was unbashed about this. Viktor had me feel comfort in enormous amounts, it was difficult to even get insecure at this point.
Whispering sweet nothings in my ear. Letting me know that he was there for me and that he would treat me with the utmost respect.
He was all the reassurance and comfort I needed.
Telling me over and over again that if I were to have a panic attack, I could come to him. Even bringing up my education at one point and making it obvious that he had no problem with the completion of my education and me pursuing a career of my own.
Viktor had been more supportive than anyone ever in my life.
How could a girl not fall in love with a man like him? He was flawed of course but so was I.
"I know I'm saying this for the tenth time but you look so gorgeous, he is definitely going to lose it." Arwen commented, drinking in my heavy bridal attire and I became flustered. It was quite easy to get me to become a red tomato who couldn't stop smiling whenever I was complimented.
