"I don't understand what you mean Kitten. Did I do something to make you feel like I'm not committed to you?", he asked ignoring the food.
I had his undivided attention.
"You haven't done anything it's just that I need to know where you stand when it comes to our future that's all", i replied nervously. He remained quiet just looking at me, assessing me.
"What did you have in mind Victoria?", he called me by my full name. I swallowed hard. "Ambrose, I don't mean to sound pushy I just need some peace of mind, that's all", i said hoping that he was not misunderstanding me.
"Victoria", he warned. "I want to move in with you... There I said it. I hate staying here alone and hoping that you will walk through that door. I want to live with you. In your house. Not the penthouse, your actual house", I said knowing that I was speaking way too much.
He scratched his beard and then raised one brow. "Where is this coming from?", he asked still keeping a serious face.
"What do you mean? It's what I want. Do I need a reason to live with my boyfriend?", I said nervously thinking maybe it wasn't a good idea.
"I mean, this is the first time that you're acting insecure since we started dating so something or someone must have triggered it. Now I'm gonna ask you again. Where is this coming from? If you don't tell me, I'll go and you won't see me until you're ready to stop lying to me", he stood up. It was hard to focus. I pulled him by the wrist before he could leave.
"I ran into Freja. She was at one of my supermarkets. I introduced her as Allen's Mum to Lisa but she said that she was your wife. Then Lisa and I got talking and she asked me if I'd ever been to your home and I realized, I'd never been there.
We're always meeting at the penthouse and I know this is asking too much and that you still need time but i'm selfish and I want everyone, especially Freja to know that you're mine.
That even though she was married to you, you prefer being with me because she will always be the one you married and I will always be the rebound", I said looking at my feet.
My heart was beating out of my chest. I did not plan to say all that I just said it, especially the last part but I panicked.
He turned and lifted my chin. "Victoria, I love you. I have chosen you. You're not a rebound ok? You're my girlfriend. I've never been this happy in a relationship, not even once. Being with you makes me happy. It makes me feel loved and cherished and the fact that you just got all possessive on me is very hot", he said wiping my tears away.
"I never want to see you cry unless it's tears of happiness. I mean it and as for moving in, I have a condition. If you move in with me, there is no going back.
We will sell this apartment and sell the penthouse and my house too. I want us to start from scratch.
Make our own history without anything connecting us to our pasts. If we do fight and I know we will, we will talk about it and not move out or whatever kids do these days.
I will be yours and only yours and you will be mine. Do you understand me Victoria", he said with a serious voice that made my insides cramble.
"Yes. As long as I have you", I answered without looking away from his eyes. "Good. Now let's go to your room. I need to get rid of this boner", he said and my eyes went to the hard dent on his pants. "Ok", I said rushing to my bedroom.
I was naked on my bed waiting for him to devour me when he started going through my panty drawers. "What are you looking for baby?", I asked feeling myself getting even more soaked.
"Bob", he said the moment he turned with my dildo. I totally forgot I told him about Bob when we were FaceTiming.
"I want to prove a theory. If real is better than fake", he said while removing his clothes. When he got on the bed he started kissing me from my toes to my center. "Oh shit", I whined the moment he switched Bob on and place him in my folds. He started rolling his tongue on my bud and it felt amazing. I felt like screaming and crying at the same time.
I tried to push myself away but he held me in place.
"Ambose please", I begged trying to move again but he only rolled his tongue faster making my body shake like I was having a seizure.
When he removed the dildo and his eyes met mine, I was still hungry for more. I was hungry for him. He pulled away and I whimpered.
"What do you want Kitten?", he asked with a smirk. His hand went up and down his amazing cock. I got up on my knees, my face on his cock and my eyes looking at him, begging him to let me taste him.
"What happened to Bob being enough for you?", he asked in a deeper voice that made me moan. "I don't want Bob. I want you. Please", I begged. "But you said he was keeping you cozy when I was away", he kept teasing me and I hated it.
"Baby, please", I said feeling my throat getting dry at the sight of his precum. "Are we going to keep Bob or get rid of him?", he asked seriously this time around and I knew he hated the fact that I was using a dildo.
"But... but what if I feel horny when you're not around?", I asked trying my best to keep my puppy dog eyes. "You'll wait for me. You'll wait because only my cock is allowed in your pussy. It is my pussy and I will not share it with anyone or any... thing", he said pulling my chin up to meet his eyes.
"Ok, just let me suck you. I want to suck you, please", I said licking my lips which made him nod. I started licking and sucking until I heard him moan my name.
There is nothing I wouldn't do for this man and I hope he knows it.
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Fine as Wine
RomanceYou can find yourself drowning in a relationship that's not healthy just because you're scared of getting hurt. That's not ok. We all need to feel loved and if that's not what you're feeling then you're with the wrong person. You need to walk away...
