Eddie POV:
Chrissy was relentless, she touched, licked and engulfed you with her small frame. At one point you swore you were having a nightmare, that something inside of you had broken and Ellie would be there when you woke up. Her perfect fingers combing through your hair, that smile as she kissed your nose and that warmth that radiated from her as she asked you what you wanted for breakfast.Then your eyes would focus and it would sting all over again. The idea that this was what you thought was better, that you craved this woman's touch. It made you feel sick, the bile rising to your throat. You made sure she would never kiss you again, the taste of her was too much to bear.
Damn it. Why do you always realize these things so late Eddie?
Did she miss me?
Oh.... well I guess that's Chrissy wanting me to switch positions, to drive just a bit harder. These motions were not fun, they were not .... you didn't like this.
Your hips hit her ass one more time, she was thrilled, you could hear her moaning. At least she was enjoying her small victory. I would be scrubbing my dick for the next six months...
Would she even want to touch me now?
Can I go back over there and just tell her I made a mistake? Can I.... oh god... she just came, gross... maybe I can fake an orgasm and just get this over with...
That's when she pulls away from you, pulling the condom off and wrapping her mouth around you, the sweetness and warmth you associate with this act was gone. All there was the face of this girl who you no longer could look at, she was committed to this act, she was trying so hard.
Honestly harder than I was even physically at that moment...
Her mouth was on me, the feeling of needing to release was overpowering me. I wasn't loving or careful with Chrissy as I was with Ellie. I just wanted to get the act done, no fancy antics, no talking. Chrissy had figured it out earlier that this wasn't like the first time you two had been an item. I didn't want her. I just wanted a body.
I hadn't been a saint for the past three weeks, I was hurt and angry, so I had been just taking home a few random girls from the hideout... I don't remember their names... but none of those girls felt as bad as this....
My mind kept wandering, what Ellie was doing, was waiting this long such a good idea. You let her move forward, was that okay... you didn't want her to grow apart from you... Gareth had told me that Ellie finally let Steve take her on a date. Just thinking that he was holding her, he was able to touch her....Fuck!
Chrissy jumped at my reaction. I couldn't think anymore, I needed to get this over with.. I shook my head, "sorry. Just go."
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My Dearest Girl
Fanfiction"A grape flavored kiss.... A boy on your lips...." Eddie doesn't know what to do when he finally meets Gareth's other best friend. Gareth talks both of them up to each other yet it takes almost a decade to meet... Do they actually know each other? W...