An Imperfect Love Story - Book 8

***Nasty Letters***

STEF'S LETTER:

To my darling Stef and future wife,

Now that you have come to your senses and are no longer with Lena, whom I have addressed in her own letter, we can now be together and raise our children here in Africa. I think we will have a wonderful life together like the one we always talked about and dreamed about having. It is a beautiful place for you to cleanse your soul from what Lena did to you and to rid yourself of any more temptations. She was not good for your soul, and turned it dark like hers.

I say all of this with so much love in my heart for you, Stef. You are a very beautiful person, inside and out, and I am sorry that life has been so hard for you in regards to your drinking. I wish I knew just how bad it was, and Lena should have opened her eyes to it. She lived with you every single day whereas, I only saw you once in a while. I am sure that she turned her head in regards to this, and I want you to know that it is NOT all your fault. She knew better and allowed you to continue down this ragged path.

I don't regret kissing you last summer, and honestly, I wish I had not stopped you. To feel you again would have been amazing because you always knew how to make me feel. Your touch alone along with your voice and just how you looked at me, I have carried all of it throughout my life, and I think that it's time we say, "I do," once and for all.

Lena did not know how to treasure your love. She didn't know how to love you  properly, and she squandered so much of your love, life and happiness, and I want to give it back to you ten-fold and more because it's time  you truly knew what true happiness is once and for all. With me you would never drink again, because I'd treat you so well, Stefanie. I really would, and you would never have to bust your butt working ever again.

Once we are married, Stef, I have so much of myself to share with you, and we can make love daily. So much love, sweetheart, and I want you to adopt Stefanie because I will force Jerry to give up his rights no matter what. He is just a horrible human being, and I will not allow him to say such things about you again. We will be a family, the three of us, and be so happy together. I also thought we could try to have our own baby together, and I am willing to carry one for you. Because I love you that much Stef and always wanted this for us.

I hope you like the ring. It should fit because I remember your ring size from when we went shopping that time to pick our matching wedding bands when I was pregnant with our little Stefanie. I also know you don't like dresses so I figured you could wear pants but being that I love you so much I want you to have the choice of color and my dress can match it. Just let me know and I'm thinking we could do it on my birthday so that I will always remember how special that day is. But with you there and marrying you it will be the most special day of my life. Stef, I love you so much and I can't wait to share our life together.

I'm looking forward to hearing back from you and I must tell you I have had many dreams of us making love again. I never forgot how good you made me feel. Ever.

I love you,
Tess Foster

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LENA'S LETTER:

Dear Lena,

I realize that once upon a time we were sisters, but the day I found out that you and Stef were a couple, I knew I had to do something to save her from you. You are impulsive and short tempered, and you gave Stef such a hard time whenever she tried to stand up for you. If you only saw how shattered she was that night you ran off and no one knew where you went. She reached for me during a very dark time, and we made love into the wee hours of the morning. I knew that she could be the mother of my child I had inside of me, and that you needed to be out of both of our lives.