The Sky Under The Sea. {Sequel To Lead Me Out Of The Dark.}

Chapter 33:The Flood.

Austin's P.O.V:

I woke up and looked around. I was still sleeping on the couch with Robert in my arms. I get up and put Robert in his crib then I go and check to see if Zundras here. "Hey Austin, Zundra told me to let you know that she went to see Vic and Kellin because she had to ask them something or whatever." Alan says. I nod and look at the time, it's only 9, I was asleep for three hours. I slip on my shoes and go to my bunk for a sweater. "Alan watch Robert? I have to go somewhere." Alan gives me a questioning look but just nods. I open the door and step out before closing the door quietly behind me.

I decided to wait a few minutes before going to get Zundra because I didn't know what time she went there. I knock on the door and wait a few minutes before knocking again. "Looking for Zundra?" Mike asks as he opens the door. I laugh and nod my head. "Do you want to come in or should I just get her?" I don't wait to answer, there's no hesitation. "Can you get her please?" Mike nods before disappearing into the bus again.

I waited for a few minutes before Zundra came out. "Hey baby." She says in this cute voice she always does. Her face lits up as I lean down and kiss her cheek. "I need to talk to you." She looks at me confused and nods her head slowly. "Well I think we should talk in the bus, I miss you." I whisper into her ear as I wrap my arms around her waist and restt my head on her shoulder. She giggles and I feel her shiver. "I missed you too baby." I kiss her temple then I drop my arms from around her waist and grab her hand in mine.

Zundra and I went straight to our bunk and laid and cuddled. "So what did we need to talk about?" She asks as she turns her body around to face me. "The night i woke up, why did you try to kill yourself and our baby?" I whisper. Her face drops she opens her mouth but quickly shouts it and makes a firm line with her lips. "Tell me please? I'm not mad I just want to know why." She sighs then looks me in the eyes. "I thought you were gone Austin, I didn't want to live without you." She says quietly. My heart breaks a little, just knowing that she would take her life and leave everybody who loves and cares for her just for me. "I'd never leave you." I say in all honesty. I don't ever want to leave her. She closes her eyes and opens them a few seconds later, a tear slides down her cheek and I quickly wipe it with my thumb. "Don't cry baby, I love you." I lean down and kiss her. Without hesitation she kisses back. I feel her smile into the kiss. I honestly dont know what I'd without her.

I was just laying there, watching Zundra as her chest rises then slowly went back down with every breath. Her eyes closed, her face so peaceful and beautiful. My hand was gently rubbing her stomach still. Her tummy was now a bump, it wasn't that big yet but it wasn't that small. I just can't wait to see my beautiful daughter and I can't wait for her big brother to meet her.

I laid for an hour trying to fall asleep but I just couldn't. I was thinking about everything. About our daughter, my band, Zundra, Robert, my mind wouldn't stop. I eventually gave up and got out of the bunk. I tip toed to the back lounge to check on Robert. He was awake, his big brown eyes finding mine. He gets up and puts his hands out. "Up." he says while he wiggles his fingers back and forth. I smile and walk over to the crib. I gently pick him up in my arms and sit down on the couch. "Hey baby." I whisper to him. He looks at me and giggles. He was getting so big and his first birthday was just a few days away. I didn't want him to grow up, I wanted him to stay my little boy forever.

Now Robert was asleep in my arms. His little feet twitching every so often. I looked over my little boy, he had his moms nose and eyes. Him and Zundra are my life, I don't know if I'd be here if i didn't have them, I don't even know if Alan would still be here if it wasn't for Zundra, I was to caught up in my own life to notice that my best friend needed help. I was starting to get tired, my eyes growing heavier. I get up and gently place Robert back in his crib before closing the door and getting in the bunk and laying beside Zundra once again. I get under the covers with her and cuddle up to her. I close my eyes and let myself fall asleep.