Nothingness

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And I didn't think this could happen.
Even if I was the one leaving.
Even if it was the right choice.

I thought you would stay with me in some way—
like a tattoo under the skin,
like a stain of red wine on white cloth
that refuses to disappear completely.

But there was nothing.

No ache.
No regret.
No trace of what I thought would break me.

It was as if the years beside you
had quietly erased themselves
the moment I turned away.

How is that possible?

Why does it feel like my heart
has nothing left to say?

Am I supposed to feel broken after leaving?

Would it be better to feel broken after leaving than this nauseating nothingness?

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