I'm in love with someone who doesn't love me. And let me tell you, it's the worst fucking feeling in the world. Do you have any idea how many time I tried to get over him? Countless
I woke up every single day telling myself, "today you'll look at him and won't feel anything" but it never happened.
It sucks, it really does. I really hope you never have to go through this, seeing that person ever day, knowing that they'll never be yours, lying wide awake at night, wondering if maybe, just maybe, they're thinking about you, seeing them smile and feel you heart shatter a little more every time. It breaks you.
You might be wondering why am I telling you all of this. Well you probably already figured it out. The "someone" I'm in love with is you.
I'm sorry I never had the courage to say this to your face, I wouldn't have been able to withstand rejection from your lips.
Now that I let it all out, I guess I'm just sad. Because I really liked you; more than I've liked anyone in my life. But luckily for my dignity (cuz I didn't do anything stupid), I got slapped in the face with the reality that we weren't meant to be, and that it never was a big deal to you, for you never truly cared about me.
With this letter I'm trying to say goodbye to you, and to those feelings that haunted me ever time our eyes met. I wish the best for you and I hope you are able find someone to love, who loves you back so you never have to go through what I did.
Goodbye.
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This is a letter I'll never send to the person I like. But felt like I needed to share it.
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