One Way Or Another | Sansang

- Too soon? -

Yeosang blinked looking at San; the words San said replaying in his mind, was he really asking for that or joking, he really wanted to know but it would be awkward to express how happy he was he asked then have it be a joke or ask if it was a joke and it wasn't, he licked his dry lips hearing San speak again, "I'm serious sangie." And as dumb yeosang was right now he said some questionable words in what he just said, "B-but we only known each other for a few days and I just told you my bad thoughts about you..and I-" San stared at him, glaring straight into yeosang's eyes.

"So? I'm glad we talked it out, communication is the key right? and besides since you talked about those feelings you had and the way you act around me it gives it away on how you're feeling and what feelings you have for me sangie besides can anyone else protect you from things like me? does anyone make you feel that certain way like me hm?" Yeosang shook his head; so the feelings he had for San were actually him having a crush, however he did get flustered easily by others but he has never blushed or stuttered as much with anyone else like he does with San, "Well you're right b-but what if-" San shushed the boy placing a finger on his lips, yeosang kept quiet. "No what ifs, nothing will come between us and no one can separate us, i also won't let anyone hurt you. Sangie I don't care what anyone thinks about us i can ignore those thoughts and what everyone has to say, it's not their relationship it's ours," San continued. "Besides...it's really obvious you want to be with me 24/7, you changed whenever I'm around and you get really shy, it's adorable." 

Yeosang felt extremely called out, looking away he felt his cheeks burn up blushing a soft pink. "Y-you're right b-but-"
"But what? Do you not want to be with me?" 
"No! I-I do, San i like you a lot but this would be my first relationship and I don't want to be hurt."
"Yeo, nothing's gonna hurt you baby, I have told you countless of times I won't let anything hurt you..if i have too I will literally kill people." San stated, he grabbed yeosang's chin gently causing the other to look at him, yeosang stared at him. 

Nothing new, he had a bunch of thoughts running through his head was this all true or a dream? Was San no no Choi San asking him to be his already? he wasn't complaining but what if it was all a joke just to mess with him? what if this and that....that's all he could process in his damn mind. He wanted to say something but he was too distracted by San's features, his messy hair in front of his eyes surprised many cause he could see, his sharp jawline and his eyes are sharp and siren like that pierced into your slow, the dimples that show whenever he smiled or just smirked, his perfect clear ass skin, and then on top of that he was shirtless staring down at yeosang. His abs and tattoos literally on set in front of the poor boy who couldn't help but glance every five seconds to look at but it made him question himself more, why did San pick me out of everyone else? What's so special about me? I wanna know if this is for real but I'm too scared to ask.....

"I want to be yours, I want to be all yours." Yeosang blurted out, with the words he chose and how he said he earned a smirk and a chuckle from San, "Oh baby you're already mine." Within seconds of saying that yeosang felt a soft pairs of lips against his, happily he kissed back without hesitation. The kiss was filled with love passionately, the two shared the kiss a bit longer than they expected, San bit yeosang's lip earning a groan from the other. They broke the kiss, "Your groans are cute I wanna hear them more often." Within seconds yeosang was as red as a tomato, "I- Sannie!" Yeosang nudged him gently, smiling small hearing San laugh softly. "Why are you so adorable?" Yeosang looked away, his eyes meeting San's abs. He kept staring and he didn't realize he was biting his lip gently, "My eyes are up here love." Yeosang widen his eyes looking away completely, "Not my fault I was looking!" He continued, "Why do you have to be so hot?!" 

"Ohhh so aggressive saying that, I like that baby. Talk to me like that more often."

"Oh shut up." 
God dammit Choi San, what have you done to me? This doesn't feel so right for some reason but...is this feeling I have actually love? Do i really like you or just want to be you?

"How about you make me?" San chuckled softly, he was obviously teasing the other and he knew it. "B-but how?" Yeosang asked and yes he regret it because that was such a stupid question especially to ask San, Choi San to be exact. San smirked winking at the other as he laid down, his arms crossed underneath his head; humming softly, "Oh you can do many things to make me shut up." Yeosang gagged jokingly hitting San's shoulder gently. "You're nasty!"

"But you love me."
"That's right, I do...I actually really do."
The two made sudden eye contact, as it stayed silent between the two but before they know it yeosang was on San's lap as San was sitting up; his arms around the other's waist, tongues swirling together in each other's mouth earning a few whimpers from yeosang and some groans from San. The kiss was heated but didn't lead to anything really a few minutes passed and the two broke the kiss, a trail of saliva connecting the two's mouths. Yeosang was red as a tomato because of what happened. San teased him about it before yeosang went back to his spot in bed, huffing. "You're like a tomato now! And you're like that just because of a small makeout session how cute." 
"Shut up and go to bed!" Yeosang huffed, San chuckled getting under the covers with yeosang turning off the small lamp on the nightstand before doing so.

"Goodnight sangie, i love you."

"Night sannie, i-i love you too."
And just like that the two were drifting off for the night, but yeosang's eyes shot blood open when thoughts came crashing into him like a car accident just happened in front of his eyes. He was glad the two were facing separate ways.

This is wrong, so so so wrong! you're sleeping and dating someone you just met for a third- no second at this point i don't know how many times you just met, imagine how disappointed my parents would be..what if no one likes our relationship? what if Woo stops being my friend because of it? no, you're stupid yeosang because he ships you two but just what if- what if he is actually a killer and he's saving me best for last?! I don't know anymore I hate this what if it's all too soon?

The thoughts crowded over him like a demon that was six feet tall, next thing he knew he just found himself cuddling up against San for comfort and he felt safe and comforted. San could tell something was wrong but didn't question since he was too tired too but also didn't want to speak since they were sleeping not doing another therapy session. 
But just like that San was holding the other close protecting him and keeping him safe like always, the two drifting off into a peaceful sleep.