One Way Or Another | Sansang

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(I know I know it doesn't make sense but please just bare with me- TT Ik I'm the worst writer ever but you'll see soon!)

Yeosang blinked letting out a small laugh praying what Wooyoung said was a joke. "I'm sorry what?" Wooyoung just smiled as if he didn't say something that shocked the other, "I said I know." Yeosang choked on his food before scooting his chair away from Wooyoung; his friend knew all along but why would he make yeosang sound so crazy? he made the poor boy think he needed therapy and help the little bit of betrayal scared yeosang to death, literally.
But what if Wooyoung didn't know until now? How would Wooyoung even explain himself? Yeosang felt so weird; he didn't like what he was hearing but knowing he was one already didn't scare him as much as the first time but what really hurt him what that his own best friend knew all along, thoughts running through his head.

What if this was all a set up? What if they were planning to get rid of him? Why did he feel scared yet so safe with San? Why was this all of a sudden? Who else knew besides him, Wooyoung and Hongjoong. At this point everyone who knew San or know him knows his little secret that is not so secret; he needed answers a lot of them before he actually went extremely crazy. "Look yeo, I actually didn't knew until Hongjoong and me talked...and the things you said I'm sorry for calling you crazy for that I really am, I thought I knew San really well but of course his friends who known him for many years know a lot more than we do." Wooyoung hummed, grabbing yeosang's plate of food as he was finished and set it on the counter. "I can explain a lot but I don't want you to think we're plotting anything against you plus don't think bad about Hongjoong neither San nor anyone okay?" Yeosang was confused but he nodded listening carefully, was there really any excuse for how he ended up with San plus even for everyone's actions?

"I have many questions Wooyoung, if you knew why are you even friends with him heck even introducing me to him and when I get these thoughts and a bad gut feeling of something that is true why were you just calling me crazy instead of helping me?" Yeosang questioned.

"Woah Woah calm down yeo it's not that much of a big deal besides you're the one dating a killer not me, like I said I never found out until I spoke with Hongjoong and collected pieces and evidence and put it together like a puzzle. You wanna know something? That thing that happened to you that person was actually a rival of San, when you guys first met someone saw you as a threat so San was protecting you at all cost I know what you're thinking you wanna turn him in but if we did imagine what the people would do to us yeosang, his past wasn't as good as ours. His father was a stalker and a part of a gang that was troublesome he lost his father because of some things I know he shouldn't even be a killer in fact ever thought of becoming one but when that one guy was messing with you he knew he looked familiar...and he was yeosang. I'm sorry to say this but I also set you guys up, I thought you would be happy with someone who would protect you in this world but I never thought San would exactly take it this far yeosang, It doesn't make any sense but sooner or later it will. I'm sorry."

Yeosang was just shocked and not understanding much, he didn't make sense but what if it never will? He was in denial but surprised at his friend for what he did; but yeosang...he wasn't exactly mad nor upset he was so just there, feeling something he never felt before. He was unsure of how to feel or think of the situation yes of course it's extremely bad he was in love with a killer but he wasn't willing to end the relationship or stay away he actually loved San so much even everything he has done for him but why did it feel so wrong? San was in a gang and was well-know so why didn't the police suspect him especially if everyone knew his parent's past.

Wooyoung was playing with his shirt; while looking at yeosang who was in his own world who slowly looked up at his friend, he bit his lip trying to think of things. "Although it's true he is one why do I feel safe around him? and why do I feel like it's bad to love someone who is not a good person I mean he is but Woo he literally killed people for me!"

Wooyoung cleared his throat, crossing his arms. "Yeo I don't know what you want me to say but everything at the beginning was all for you and..- yeah that's all i can say, i can't stop making you love him but yeo I'm sorry but I also know what happened last night, I know everything I just hide it all from you but please do not tell San I said anything."

"Tsk, what is he going to do is he going to kill you?" Yeosang joked but Wooyoung wasn't playing, he just let out a small chuckle before looking away from yeosang. "Pfft no yeo, it's even worse than that." Yeosang was in a mild panic as he hit Wooyoung's shoulder, "Woo! please tell me!" But he was in confusion when his friend started laughing. "HAHAHAHAHAHA it's so easy to prank you." But yeosang was not laughing, he grabbed a pillow smacking Wooyoung.
"That's not funny!! You made me look like an idiot how could you?!"
"Relax it's just a small little prank, it's not that bad." 

But yeosang wasn't having it, he isn't having any of it. It was definitely not a prank and he knows this, He glared at his friend as he groaned avoiding eye contact with yeosang; taking a deep breath before speaking.

"Okay alright fine, just whatever you do stay calm and just go the right way listen to your heart Yeo, just don't mind anything. Don't let thoughts and feelings ruin your life though."