One Way Or Another | Sansang

- Hongsang pt 1 -

Yeosang wanted to disappear, if only he could snap and poof back to his room he would but he couldn't. It was a bit silent between the others; Wooyoung just look around worried, Seonghwa was just blinking and Hongjoong just coughed trying to break the silence. San let out a chuckle. "Nice way to ruin a fun game mister." "Yeahhh anyways let's continue?" Wooyoung said making it sound like a question but yeosang was lost in space; why was that the question? why would Hongjoong even ask such a thing? He really didn't want to play anymore. "Uhm guys I'm a bit tired so I'mma just take a nap." Yeosang lied, the others looked at him a bit concerned. "Oh uh okay then, we'll let you know when the food is here." Wooyoung said, yeosang nodded and got up heading to San's bedroom; he shut the door hearing the others continue the laughter ringing in yeosang's ears. He sat down on the edge of the bed; pinching himself hoping this was just a weird ass dream and he would hopefully wake up but no, this was real life. Yeosang just eavesdropped on the others as usual, that was part of his plan to just do that.

"You should probably apologize."

"Right..I'm sorry I will."

"No no he doesn't have too, yeosang is just tired."

"Nah I know my friend, he's lying. A small apology won't hurt a bit."

"He's right."

"Sigh.. Alright I'll go."

Yeosang's head shot up when he heard footsteps towards the room from the hallway, he did leave the door a bit. Hongjoong came into the room; shooting yeosang a small smile shutting the door behind him; playing with his shirt. "I- uhm.. I'm really sorry for what I asked back there, I wasn't exactly planning to say that and I- I'm just sorry." Yeosang looked up at him. "It's okay, I was just taken back by the sudden question but...actually come sit here." Hongjoong gave him a questioning look but did what he said; Hongjoong sat by yeosang on the side of the bed. "Did they make you say that?" Yeosang whispered, looking around the room. Hongjoong was taken back by that question as yeosang was with his. "Uhmm why are we whispering?" Hongjoong whispered back. "I don't want anyone to hear us so yeah, you don't have to answer the question but I have another one."

"What is it?"

"What's that plan you guys were talking about? I heard it and I just wanna know." Yeosang didn't want to ask that as much as he lost trust in Hongjoong a bit; although he heard Hongjoong was scared and unsure of that plan but why would he ask that thing as well. Yeosang had a bunch of questions and he wanted answers even if it was from someone he didn't know how to feel about. He was waiting for an answer but Hongjoong just looked down and around in the room; it was like he didn't want to say anything or even express any emotion, yeosang was not having it he wanted an answer. "You guys aren't planning to kill me right?" That's when he finally got a reaction from Hongjoong, his eyes were wide whisper shouting an answer. "Wait?! No way- It's not like that it's just...a plan that I really don't even know believe me or not. I just know they have one Wooyoung knows though but I don't know if you-"

"Ahh that guy has me questioning some things, he even knew San was a killer yet make me think I was crazy so I don't know but it's alright it's whatever I suppose." Yeosang commented; interrupting Hongjoong. Hongjoong just faked a smile. "Well then uhm..I tried warning you but all I can say it's not too late to run away and more, the plan is neither close or far. That's all I can..they don't really tell me much." 
Yeosang just nodded listening to the other, he didn't know rather he was telling the truth or lying. But he was thankful for Hongjoong telling him he had time which means his plan could work in no time; but he was thinking about that run away. He doesn't want to run away because San makes him feel safe and well protected, he really didn't want to run away especially if someone else is out there trying to get him; he wants to be embraced in San's arms even if it kills him. 

"I see, I see but I have such a big question it's okay if you don't know it but why did San pick me? Out of everyone else?" Hongjoong gave him a look, laughing a bit. "I have no clue you might want to ask him that, but I can say you're lucky but also unlucky." 
Well thanks a lot for that Yeosang thought to himself.
"So is there anything else you want to ask?"
"Has anyone else came before me?"
"Well yes but San never dated them, they were a friend.." Hongjoong shook his head. Yeosang wanted to ask more but he didn't want to seem so much into his plan or let Hongjoong know exactly what he's doing. "Do you trust me?" Hongjoong asked out of the blue. Yeosang blinked; he didn't know exactly how to reply. Hongjoong does give him a good feeling and he already babbled a lot to him; so did he. But should he even bother lying? Or should he just flat out tell the truth? 
"I mean I warned you and stuff and now that plan I feel like you don't believe me when I say, I don't even know what they're planning..It's okay if you don't but-" And yeosang just decided to lie, but why did he feel like Hongjoong was trying to guilt trip him. Maybe he wasn't and it was just his thoughts but he hated it. "I believe you." Hongjoong's face lit up hearing that. "Really?"

"Yep! I believe you." Yeosang nodded; he was surprised when Hongjoong instantly hugged him out of nowhere, he didn't want to make it awkward between them even though it already was so he hugged back; maybe he does trust Hongjoong and his plan will work smoothly with him. The two shared a warm hug. "Thank you so much for trusting me, you can tell me anything!" "I will make sure I do."

I'm sorry yeosang for this, but it's something I have to do...