One Way Or Another | Sansang

- Staying up -

After binge watching several kdramas, half of the snacks were gone while the rest was still on the table about to be put up from wherever they came from. Dami was sitting straight up with one of her hands on her stomach, she was the one sitting up the whole time meanwhile yeosang was moving around nonstop trying to find a comfortable position but now he was snuggled in blankets watching the last episode came to an end as he groaned sitting up to stretch. He took a glance at the clock it was already 11 pm and they spent hours chatting during a few episodes while watching their favorites only time they paused it was to use the bathroom and get another small box of juice boxes. Everything was going according to plan, well if they even had one. Although yesterday and the past days weren't the best he couldn't stop thinking about some things as if they were gonna haunt him for the rest of his life but what kind of person would he be if he forgot about that one kind generous friend of his and that's Wooyoung. He misses him a lot. He wishes he could just go back in time and fix everything. 

But now he has to face his ending alone, with no one very close.

He regrets everything, every little word...words are very unnecessary they can only do harm.

He lowered his head, biting his lower lip; now since he was thinking of him he wanted to isolate himself and be alone, he wanted comfort. But for some reason he didn't want it from Dami or anyone else just Wooyoung. He wished to see his face again one last time, he wished to see him alive and tell him everything before he passed. 

He was expecting a lot of changes and things in the future, but visiting his friend's grave wasn't one of them.

"You okay?" Dami looked down at yeosang's face as he lifted his head up, giving the slightest nod ever in history. He didn't know rather to lie or not but he was going to be straightforward from now on. "Just missing woo, that's all." Dami's happiness disappeared as she felt the sorrow yeosang had as if their hearts and feelings were not connecting together like a magnet. "Hey, I'm sure he's watching you from up there and he's very proud of how far you came...I was suppose to help you both and I still will, maybe I should already said this earlier but his stuff and yours is in the back of my other car. He already had everything set." Though with those words yeosang felt even more sad with a pinch of happiness, he didn't know how to feel. 

But he feels like all his emotions and mood swings is the reason he's ruining everything.

Therefore, he wasn't ready to cave in there and then but he simply listened to Dami's words, being the type not to talk much as he played around with his cream pj's pants he changed into during the last episode of the kdrama before. "Maybe you should rest, it'll help okay?"
"Okay."
"Do you remember where your room is?"
"Yeah I do thank you for everything Dami."
"Silly, no need to thank me."
"Goodnight."
"Goodnight."

He removed the blanket he had on him, helping Dami with cleaning up before turning a few lights out expect the two lamps on the side tables as he started making his way upstairs as Dami was still in the kitchen, prepping food for the next day but she was also setting cameras for just in case, she was being very protective of yeosang for now on, hopefully she doesn't have to see the camera being blocked by her pet cat like she did last time. He headed up the stairs taking a glance out the small window by them, the stars were shining as the wind was making the leaves on the trees dance, one leaf flew right in front of the window the cresent moon was showing as it was almost the brightest in the sky. He decided to storm up the rest of the stairs towards his room but not too fast nor loud to alert Dami or set off any alarms that he was unaware of.

He went into his room, shutting the door behind him but it was only slightly ajar as he sighed turning off the hallway light before hearing something coming upstairs, he turned it back on noticing one of Dami's cats followed him, he opened his door and knelt down to pet the cat as it started purring and kneading on yeosang, a small smile grew onto his face as a few words escaped from his mouth.

"You're so adorable, how did you know I needed comfort?" 

He kept petting the cats until he started to feel comfort mixed in with devastating feeling without any reason as to why, he just did. So he decided then and there to go to bed as he told the cat goodnight she fled back downstairs after meowing at yeosang and giving his a small lick on his hand; a slight blue and white light triggered his eyes as it was coming from his room but he decided to just squinted them, thinking it was just his phone screen or an alarm clock but little did he know...he got up and headed back into a room, mumbling a few words. 

"I miss you Woo, I wish you were here."

"But I am here, yeo."