One Way Or Another | Sansang

- Promise -

( TW!! something to do with a knife it's not knifeplay so don't get the wrong idea. Ig you could say violence and a threat is involved?? Please be aware I try to post a lot of chapters each day! )

"What piece of paper with names and what knife? I don't remember anything like nor do I know what you're talking about Sannie." Yeosang decided to act dumb but of course since San knew everything there was no need to act dumb and he instantly regret doing so. San's eyes were narrowed; staring at the other. San had a forceful grip on Yeosang's jaw.

"Sangie, there's no need to lie besides baby maybe some of your thoughts are right, maybe I haven't shared my little secret since you interrupted me." Yeosang gulped, feeling himself get nervous and sweaty almost; he wasn't ready to hear what San had to say because if some of the thoughts he was having was real, his whole life would be a entire lie right now. But what was it? what was San hiding and should yeosang even bother to hide some things? He was not in such a good mind state. "okay okay! look I'm sorry for lying but I told you my thoughts are gone completely...I have good thoughts about you Sannie, I promise!" Yeosang muttered, avoiding eye contact with San but he had no choice since San's gaze on him made him uneasy. 
"Oh love don't apologize, it's alright but when I tell you my secret...no one else can know okay?" San tilted his head a sinister smirk appearing on his face.

 "I got it Sannie, I won't tell anyone. Pinky promise!" Yeosang smiled small, leaving his pinky out as San's wrapped his around yeosang's. Now they made their first promise and to yeosang he never liked breaking them nor doing them but he has kept a bunch of promises that no one, not even his parents or his best friend know. But then a wave of revenge took over him; he wanted to rat Hongjoong out even if San didn't buy it or even if Hongjoong actually told him so what if yeosang got himself caught? He was in the mood to make this all go up in flames. He snapped out of his thoughts and his planning when San was about to speak but yeosang had words to say, a lot of words. But also had a feeling it would be best to let San go but why now after making a promise and feeling safe with someone like him..

"San, I-I can't hold this in anymore." Yeosang stood up quickly, watching as San stood up too hovering over the boy like the Eiffel tower looking at the other. "Hongjoong told me some things, he was trying to warn me about you that you are a murderer that I should get away from you whenever I get the chance too! I can't handle anymore of this to the point I don't know what I'm going to do I'm sorry San but some things don't feel right, I even think this is all a set up that Wooyoung made and I-" Before he could finish San started laughing which made yeosang questioned everything, even made him think what the hell he just said.

Why is he laughing? Why did I say all of this and why am I acting this way most importantly that laugh says something, I don't know what it says but it says something...but what he said he knows everything but what if  he didn't know- what if I'm putting myself in danger?! What if I'm putting Hongjoong in danger? What if everyone I know I just put in danger. God i wish i never met you Choi San but you make me feel some type of way, I can't get over you.

"He's right, I am one sangie. I've became one ever since I laid my eyes on you. They tell you it's just jokes but it's not, I would kill for you. I will do anything to someone who does you wrong and looks at you wrong it's all for you everything I do is for you." San finally admitting it made yeosang shock, this whole time it was true. San was a killer but why was he so in love with him? Yeosang couldn't say anything, he was in denial. What was there to say to that sudden confession? If he could he would run out of that house and alert someone getting their attention but a part of him told me to just stay; he couldn't stand the silence so he said only one thing.

"Why?"

San just glared at the other before pulling him close sharing a quick kiss with the other and he was shocked but kissed back; cussing himself out inside his mind, why was he enjoying this? He couldn't even think straight (maybe because he isn't-) he was so hopelessly in love with San. The kiss was broken when San flipped yeosang's around, now facing the door. He shivered feeling San's breath on his neck; one of San's arms was around yeosang keeping him close but yeosang froze when he felt San pull something out of his pocket and place it right by his throat, and yeosang froze when he realized what it was but San moved it away and that's when yeosang noticed exactly what it was. 

"What does it say, sangie?" San asked.

Yeosang took a better look and it was indeed the knife he found in the box. His eyes widen but he tried reminding calm, was this the end? Was he going to be betrayed like this? does anyone else know about this? In fact does anyone know anything?

"It says you're mine." He breathed out.

"And that's exactly why, I do what I do sangie. You're my one and only and I don't wanna let you go you're all mine and forever will be." San chuckled darkly; placing the blade against yeosang's throat gently. "Sangie you should know..I don't like sharing what's mine." Yeosang could just gulp; he was finding this scary but somehow he liked this. Knowing San is a killer and does it for him and only him, he no longer had a bad feeling about him; he didn't know how to explain it but he felt love for San more and more.

"You understand right sangie?"

"Yes, San I understand."

"That's my baby, i love you so much." San cooed, tracing the knife on yeosang's neck before putting it away. 

"I-I love you too." Yeosang muttered; he let out a small gasp when he felt something poke him and that something was a needle; he felt sluggish and worn out soon he knew it he was laying on the bed feeling a small kiss on his forehead and San whispering a couple of things before he shut his eyes completely drifting asleep.

"And I always will and so you will, my love. You're mine forever remember I'm your crazy..you can never leave and I'll make sure of it."

Choi San...what have you done to me?