One Way Or Another | Sansang

- Almost -

He was met with San facing him...

But lucky for him, he was just moving around in his sleep, his eyes were closed. But yeosang didn't want to fall for things so easily, without any hesitation or thinking not only twice but thrice he tickled San's nose. Earning a normal reaction, San groaned in his sleep; rubbing his nose in response as well as he turned away from yeosang. He stayed quiet for a bit to listen for anything all he could hear is the rain and San's soft snoring, yeosang sighed in relief and let fear escape his body as his heart started to slow down its beats and coming back to normal. He looked back at his phone to see a bunch of spamming messages coming from none other than Wooyoung.

Wooyoung
Yeo?
I was joking
Are you there? YEOOOOO
Are you okay? Do I need to become superman
HELLO...? KANG YEOSANGGGGG
I was just pranking you, pls come on

Yeosang
Not funny, I almost had a heart attack

Wooyoung
Calm your breathing
I'm sorry for scaring you, I shouldn't have
Especially in this case and in this exact moment

Yeosang
I'm calm
It's fine just next time let's not do that
So where were we?

Wooyoung
You can scroll up to find out duhhhh

Yeosang
😑 whatever
But as I was saying, I don't want anyone else to know
I'm just finally happy my dumbass friend opened his eyes

Wooyoung
Yah shut up
I thought at first it was okay and nothing serious
And it was all a joke but dude
This ain't a joke no more

Yeosang
Well no shit..
I thought about it for a few and was trying to way before you scared me
Maybe we should disappear when we finally move
I don't want to leave any tracks whatsoever where we could be

Wooyoung
Mmm I like that idea
But I was thinking

Yeosang
Oh no you're thinking, that's not good

Wooyoung
I-
Hey I promise it's a nice idea please yeo

Yeosang
Alright what do you have in mind?

Wooyoung
Well I thought maybe we could head to that abandoned place

Yeosang
Wouldn't they look there though?
What's so special about that place anyways...

Wooyoung
It's San's childhood house
Why should we wait til we move to escape? We can just make up a lie, go there and disappear it's very simple

Realizing it was San's childhood home, made yeosang realize something and think carefully about everything that has been happening. No wonder he's obsessed with an old rusty abandoned place; he had questions but he rather ask someone who knew a bit more about it...someone maybe like, San?

Yeosang
But what if San wants to follow?
You know he's always up my butt I mean I don't mind but-

Wooyoung
Yeo I love you as a friend but you need to make up your mind
If San doesn't show any sign of chancing or making up his damn mind
You will have too
Like you said I opened my damn eyes and realized
Shit, I got my best friend into something that I didn't think it was very serious.
I can talk him out of following, but why would he if police are looking for him hmm?

Yeosang
Dammit
You're right..but woo, It's gonna be hard what if he tries to convince me to stay with him instead?

Wooyoung
OH COME ON
Let's stop with the "what ifs"
DO you not trust me?

Yeosang
I do, I just-
Nvm but to what we're planning, I'll just agree on that and everything will be over right?

Wooyoung
I can't promise that, yeo
some things most likely yes but everything?

Yeosang
Welp anything to get me out of this mess
I had enough
even for falling for San's tricks, I hate that man but I feel like I love him

Wooyoung
You really can't escape his wrath, can you?

Yeosang
I can't really can't 
You know I can't why you asking stupid

Wooyoung
Haha sorry sorry
so we got everything planned and organized?

Yeosang
Yeah I suppose

Wooyoung
Great cause I really need some sleep
Night best friend of mine

Yeosang
Goodnight!

Wooyoung
Oh wait one more thing

Yeosang
???

Wooyoung
I promise everything will go smoothly, okay?
love you man
no homo

Yeosang
Mhm okay!
love you too

And with that Wooyoung liked the message and yeosang was left alone, he could finally sleep, but his mind decided to keep him up. Some things were now linking together it made a bit of sense now, but it didn't make sense they haven't caught San just like that but it did at the same time since of San's history. His thoughts wondered to the scene that happened between him and San, some bad things and good. But the one they had today was questionable, it scared him to death but he still was in love with him even after seeing him kill right in front of his eyes and erasing anyone who had done him wrong made yeosang feel a certain way. He hated himself for not being able to make up his mind yet again his own feelings; he didn't know who to talk about it too though, Wooyoung wasn't as much help but he was thankful he now realized what has happened; he didn't hate Wooyoung for introducing him to San although if he didn't he would never meet San and that's not exactly what he wanted. He just hated how Woo made himself think he was crazy, insane and was the psycho and not the person who he was in love with.

There was a lot to deal with, think about and so many choices to choose from; none of them would be good if that's the case, anything he did it could be used against him or he'll just be watched. It was as simple as that, his mind wondered to the event that happened in the house. It all happened so fast, he then thought about yeonjun. Was he actually dead? But the way San shut him up, there was no choice of him being alive. His mind then traced back to what happened in the club; he still had a slight piece of guilt and shame but the men deserved it. He thought about Dami, somehow he wanted to get in contact with her and tell her things. He had a huge feeling of trust in her and maybe she'll help him sort out his feelings. 

But could it be that the only person that can help yeosang with his feelings be none other than San, himself?

He sighed, setting his phone down and laying down getting comfy somehow; everything was circling around him now, he took a deep breath and relaxed; falling asleep slowly but surely. With a small smile forming on his face when he nuzzled into San the other responded in his sleep holding him close, yeosang finally fell asleep into the nothingness. 

I can't believe what I'm doing....