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With all the words and everything that went on the headache yeosang had from earlier came back; but this time it was even worse than before. if his parents were still alive he wondered how they would felt most importantly they would probably never ever want to see their son again, yeosang was just lost in his own world which he didn't like, left and right all he could feel is bad feelings and thoughts but also the lies he could feel from the others around him. 
What if he's the reason people are being killed? What if he's actually the killer because of how he is? Where his thoughts really ruining his life or was he ruining it himself? There were so many questions and answers he needed. He got up with the cup of water and sneakily took the pill bottle with him, putting it in his pocket, "I'm going to go back to sleep." Wooyoung wanted to keep him from leaving but he knew how yeosang was. "Alright I'll wake you up when the others are back." "Please don't just tell San I'm asleep." Wooyoung nodded. "Okay yeosang."

And with that he went into San's room, shutting the door behind him. He sat on the floor beside the bed as he took a handful of the pills swallowing them; his head was pondering and hurting a lot as if it was going to explode like that and be gone forever and ever. He wasn't able to wrap his head around this, the only thing he could think of is if everything is a lie and always was; nothing made sense to him but why did this feel so weird...and not like he was actually living right now? It didn't feel right nothing did, the thing Wooyoung said; everyone in his life was seen as fake by him. But his attention went onto San, why was San killing people? yeosang didn't understand at all, was San really that obsessed and if so why him out of everyone in the whole entire world.
He just sat that letting things get to him before breaking down; crying a whole entire river almost. He wasn't that emotional but right now he was. He was in a situation to where he had no choice. Everything was very confusing and it made him mad; very very mad. 

He was so mad at himself for loving someone who was hurting others for him but he wasn't in his right mind because no matter what San did or said; he was deep in love with him. It was like San had put a spell on him and it wasn't a good look for yeosang. What if yeosang never met San? would it be good for him or horrible? Why was he in love with a killer? Why would his own friend set him up like that? What if everyone was up against him? But yeosang didn't think everyone was; he felt a slight trust in Hongjoong. Doesn't mean he doesn't trust the others anymore but his own friend making him fall in love with a killer shook him to the core. He threw the bottle; he didn't like the thing he did to himself, he doesn't even recognize himself at this point he wasn't exactly the way he was nor did he feel like his happy secure self but for some reason he does but why? He calmed down his crying when he heard cars coming up the drive-way; he locked the door because that made him get an idea. He checked under the bed for the box with the knife inside but it wasn't able to be found, he stood up feeling a little dizzy he stumbled to the desk to find the book and paper.

He didn't care if San would call him out for it, he was completely down and over it right now. He wasn't gonna turn in even though that was the right thing to do; he couldn't and guess what? He wouldn't. He just wanted to know exactly why San was doing this there had to be another reason instead of because it's his enemy and his father would use to do this. He wanted to find a way to fix San, but when he opened the drawer where the book was at when he first found it..it wasn't there. He groaned; knowing San was possibly hiding them in a new spot now maybe because he knew yeosang was going to do something but he froze in his track when he heard people talking. The voices were San, Wooyoung, Hongjoong and Seonghwa; he quickly unlocked the door, rolling into the bed to pretend he was sleeping but he eavesdropped..

Where is he? 

He's sleeping, he was up but he was too worn out he went back to sleep

Ahh I see did you speak to him about it?

I have, I would wake him up but he wanted you too 

Mhm I see, I will

I'm sorry to interrupt but how can we do our plan with him here?

Don't worry we'll figure that out. He's not that smart.

Guys I'm so unsure about this...we shouldn't do it

Stop being a chicken, i know how my friend is

Whatever

Yeosang regret eavesdropping now, not that smart? The fact his friend said that made him think a lot; he didn't care much about that now since he was now thinking on what plan. Maybe he could find out by Hongjoong or just tell them he heard them; but was it really that simple? He heard footsteps coming his way and he knew it was San, the door opened but was locked shut; the click ringing in yeosang's ear. The door was locked and he finally remembered everything last time it was locked San made him panic. Yeosang hitched his breath trying not to make a sound since he was suppose to be sleeping, he tried not to show any reaction when heard San chuckle. 

"Sangie baby I know you're not sleeping, come on."


Damn you Choi San- let me get away with some things at least

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