- A change in your behavior -

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When he headed downstairs he was greeted by the others; the smell of breakfast was filled in the air, the food perfectly laid on the table the visible pancakes with syrup on the side followed by smoke sausage; and some fruit in a small white cherry printed bowl. He moved to the table and sat down when San pulled the chair out for him, Wooyoung was already seated as he had his head resting on his arm that was resting on the table. The three waited for the other two as they came back as soon begin they started to eat, the day started normal. Talking usually about the some things, how things were going so fast, how they got rid of Yeonjun so easily, how yeosang was snatched almost everyday, and now that they were planning to move and change their whole identify and finally be free and able to do so many more things. Just live their lives together just the five of them, all together. What's the worst that can happen?

Despite having feelings played with, being back stabbed and having gut feelings that were right, things could start to calm down right? But so many things were bugging yeosang; but one today obviously caused him to have a weird feeling, why was he so sweet and caring all of a sudden? The duality of this man made yeosang go crazy, not just crazy but mad crazy. How San could say the most passionate things that cause him to go warm inside, things that spooked him but made him feel another type of way, and at this point anything that has San involved he's very interested, no matter what it was. But he remembered he made his final decision and that was to leave with his best friend after knocking some sense into his head even though it took a while. 

More things were surrounding him though, his mind suddenly went back to things from weeks or months ago, at this point who knows how long they were but it haunts him and forever will. When he was snooping in San's room, that note with all the victims names on it why was his there? Did San's parents and his have a past that he was unaware of but San wasn't? Was he planning to get rid of him? Then a crazy thought came to his mind...everything was so sudden so was everything last night, what if San drugged him for a chance to kill him but decided at last second not too? But those words he remembered San said kept replaying in his head. That it'll be easy to find him with all those words, what if that was actually a good thing though? But what if everything doesn't go according to plan? What if Wooyoung throws him under the bus? What if he can't trust no one? What if--

Just like that he was dragged out of his thoughts; causing him to choke a bit on his food when the others glanced at him, a worried Hongjoong questioned his actions. "Yeosang are you alright? You zoned out during an very important conversation." Yeosang felt small quilt build up inside of him, how could he allow himself to just space out like that; especially with things being how they are. "I'm sorry, I was just uhm...overthinking about some things." Yeosang mumbled back, the other three looked at San worryingly who just gave them a small frown back; no one knew how much stuff was going on inside of his head now. 

"Do you want to talk about it later, love?" San asked worried, he was worried; the boy did seem worried. However with what yeosang was thinking he could not, San has guilt tripped him so many times he knows for himself he would fall for it again as usual. He rather speak about it with Wooyoung since the two were planning to leave completely on this day...hopefully. He glanced behind San as he took his hands in his; looking at Wooyoung who gave him an questioning look, but with how many years they've been friends he knew exactly what yeosang needed. "Maybe later, Sannie." San nodded as they carried on with finishing the rest of their breakfast as they started making plans. 

"We should all go out, at some point of the day." Hongjoong suggested.

"Yeosang and I already have some plans for today, we wanted to spend the time just the two of us, y'all know just as best friends." Wooyoung spoke softly, setting down his fork on the plate as he was done eating. 

"That's riiighttt! We've been friends for years, today wouldn't hurt if me and him just hangout right?" Yeosang smiled small, looking at the others.

"That's nice and all but me and Hongjoong already planned some things for all of us today." Seonghwa butted in, glancing at Wooyoung then glaring at yeosang. Hongjoong just nibbled on his strawberry avoiding the awkward silence.

Who does he think he is? He can't control me and Wooyoung, the hate I have for him geez.
Yeosang thought to him.

"Hwa let them be, it won't hurt them. Besides those two can hangout while us three work on that important thing it wouldn't hurt at all." San added, breaking the silence that lasted only for a few seconds. Yeosang's small smile grew wider, Hongjoong put down the remains of his strawberry as he got up and grabbed the dirty empty plates they left. "See! If San says it's alright then San says it's alright." Wooyoung stuck his tongue out. Seonghwa rolled his eyes, "Act your age bitch." He helped his lover with the plates. "We'll all meet back at the cafe I know down here so we all can hangout, have fun guys." Hongjoong added before heading into the kitchen with Seonghwa, "Alsooo I think it'll be better if we hangout at night so we don't hear the loudness from someone's room." Hongjoong shouted back, Wooyoung started laughing uncontrollably; Yeosang's face went red as he quickly pulled up his turtleneck and San just chuckled softly, "Now I know you ain't say that like haven't gotten your ass wrecked." 
"Silent? that's what I thought."
"Choi San, I will kill you."
"Oh I'm soooo scared."

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