One Way Or Another | Sansang

- Losing you -

"Yeo, it's not like that! Please just listen and try to understand, I never knew til San told me about it, just because I knew some things of San i never knew that until days before we planned to leave. I wanted to tell you but yeo after some things, I never knew how to bring it up." Wooyoung tried his hardest, trying to explain. His hands reached out to touch yeosang's shoulders gently to calm the other; but that only work for a few before the boy's crying started to come back again as he bit his lip, his breathing was very off. "Even if that's true, just why? why would you put us in this mess? Why me? Out of everyone else, you knew some things that could of helped me get out of this place!" Yeosang screamed at the other, pushing him away as wooyoung stumbled to stay on his feet. Tears were forming in his eyes now, he has realized. 

"Whenever I tried to tell you things seemed off...you made me think I was crazy, we're suppose to be friends. We promised to be there for each other, but yet you switched sides and went against me." Yeosang began choking on his sobs. "You did not only ruin my life but our friendship now, woo." Wooyoung managed to stay silent, although that was the worst idea he couldn't explain very well or else he would began crying; he wasn't the type to cry, whenever yeosang would a simple hug or comforting words would help but how would it now..
since he is the reason his friend is like this now, basically creating a whole river in front of his own teary eyes.

"Yeo, I never meant to hurt you in another way or shape in form. That wasn't what I was planning, i never have thought of that. I know I made you seem like you were crazy but with my thoughts being like yours..I didn't want mine to go out of place and have us both hurt. I would rather have myself get in trouble than you, I never meant to pick sides but with San can't you see how good he is to make you fall for his lies and how he makes you fall for it everytime? I'm sorry I thought he was good enough for you, I didn't know it would be this bad to the point you can't think straight. It's not your fault and it's mine, I don't know what to say. I hate myself for hurting you and if I could go back time, listen to you and just leave then and there I would but I couldn't and I can't..but now we can yeo, we're free now." Wooyoung tried having a small smile on his face at the end of his speech, but he couldn't keep it as he watched his friend; stand there taking everything all in, not only did he realize he was the problem for all of this but he really didn't know what to do nor much to explain; he wasn't in the best state of mind to do so.

"Why are you making this all about you?"

"Huh? Yeo, what are you saying?"

Yeosang gritted his teeth, before both of his hands formed fists on his sides. "You caused all of this and you know yet you chose to go down that one stupid pathetic path of yours to hurt me, I don't get how you could! Why you would! You still owe me a reason, all of that isn't good enough. You keep saying you didn't know this or that, or you this or that but what about me?" 

"Yeo...I'm trying my best to explain. I'm being careful with my words and actions at this point because I don't want to hurt you any worse and you're in such a horrible mood--" And like that, he was cut off by an angry hurt yeosang.

"Worse?! you hurt me to the core to the point, I don't feel my heart beating anymore! And I have every right to be this way!" He shouted at his friend, who was keeping his cool; he didn't want to show any sign of anger, he knew yeosang hated yelling but when he did it, it was obvious something was seriously wrong, but he wasn't that type of friend...though what type of friends chooses a killer for their best friend to date? "Yeo, we just a bit of time to calm down, I'm sure after that you'll understand and I'll be in the state of mind to explain more. My actions were dumb and I know that, but we need a break from each other for a bit."

That pushed yeosang to the edge completely as he went after his friend; starting to push and whack him, however wooyoung used all his might to protect himself instead of fighting back listening to his friend yell and scream at him as if he was a bee he was trying to get rid of, "DON'T YOU DARE TELL ME TO CALM DOWN! A BREAK FOR A BIT?! MORE LIKE WE NEED ONE FOR A LONGGG TIME! YOU ARE THE WORST, WOO!" 
However, little did yeosang know it was true. Just taking a breather and explaining calmly would've of made everything better, wooyoung tried yelling back at his friend; protecting himself was a bit useless but he didn't want to push, bite, kick or smack yeosang. A few tears however rolled down his cheeks after getting a smack across his face; listening to possibly the last harshest words ever. 

"I wish you weren't my friend, I wish I never met or trusted you!"

Wooyoung's eyes blurred out the words yeosang was screaming; as if he couldn't understand and it was fading away, slowly, slowly...but a loud engine made wooyoung grab yeosang's wrists who was yelling at him to let go. But with footsteps and talking getting closer, he shoved yeosang into a closet behind him; locking it quickly, yeosang was about to yell at him but when he saw wooyoung getting into a other closet in front of him and telling yeosang to shush; he realized they were people coming in, if they got caught they would in serious trouble since the place was completely restricted. He peeked through a small hole trying to see things but it was too small to see through so he gulped; holding his arms to his chest as the footsteps were getting closer and closer, only a bit of laughter was heard until a voice spoke up when it was between the two closets...

"What if I jokingly shoot this one?" 

The voice was familiar..
it was Seonghwa.

A laugh came from the other person, before they spoke. "Well shithead if you want to go for it, but this one because the other one is locked."

That's when yeosang's eyes widen, his hand covered his mouth as he kept quiet; at this point he wouldn't but he had no choice but to do so and besides he was too scared to even think straight, his heart was racing so was his mind. The two people he knew came here before they were suppose to leave, now he regretted even picking up a fight with wooyoung yet he still had hatred for him. but they wouldn't waste their time just shooting at any old wooden closet, right? That's what he thought. He couldn't see that seonghwa's finger was on the trigger and it was pointed directly at where wooyoung was hiding, he peeked trying to see the best he could; only to find the barrel of the gun going off not only once, not twice but thrice into wooyoung's hiding spot. His eyes widen as he moved away from the hole, praying to himself that wooyoung hid himself in the corner the best he could keeping his arms and legs close to himself the best he could. 

"Please...please please..be okay."