🌙ℜ𝔲𝔦𝔨𝔞𝔰𝔞 𝔬𝔫𝔢𝔰𝔥𝔬𝔱𝔰🌙

🎭ꅐꏂ꒒꒒ ꁝ꒐꒯꒯ꏂꋊ ꏂꂵꄲ꓄꒐ꄲꋊꇙ🎭

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Rui: Are you sure you are okay, Tsukasa-kun?

Tsukasa: Yes. Couldn't be better. I just need some alone time right now. Would you mind leaving for a bit?

Rui: Of course not. Everyone needs their personal space. I'll see you at the park's entrance.

Tsukasa: See you then.

Rui: See you, Kasa-kun.

ﾟ｡･⁠*⁠.ﾟ🎭ﾟ⁠.⁠*⁠･⁠｡ﾟ

Rui closed the door behind him and made his way to the entrance of Phoenix Wonderland. While the sounds of Rui's footsteps were getting more quiet, Tsukasa sat in the corner of the changing room and hugged his knees.

It has been a while since Tsukasa did this type of thing. This type of behavior meant something big was coming out. Something a star wouldn't do in front of its troupe members.

Cry...

Tsukasa was never the type of person to cry and if he did, something big must have happened. It had something to do with parental issues back at home. He didn't want to show his weak side to no one, especially Rui. He didn't want to worry anyone or their pity. This sounded selfish coming from him and what could he say, he was already used to being called selfish, especially by his classmates.

He had finally decided to take his mask off. His broken mask, full of happiness and cheerfulness. Now the only thing left was a layer of sadness, guilt and anger. And if there was another layer to it, it just would be without emotions or as well known as an emotionless person.

You see, emotions are hard to hide or sometimes, even show. Emotions are confusing. You can laugh at a funeral of a loved one or cry tears of sadness when you get a love confession. Emotions are a strange phenomenon. That's why Tsukasa had always faked them for his own and other people's good.

How much he wanted to express himself freely without being judged. How much he wanted to live happily without faking anything. How much he wanted to tell Rui he loved him but couldn't.

He just wanted to be a normal person just like everyone and even so, that's a hard thing to accomplish alone.

He started crying as the hot yet salty tears went down his beautiful face.

Why is everything so hard? Maybe Mafuyu can help him another day. They both are best friends and can well relate to each other's stories throughout their years of living.

He just wished she was right there with him, comforting him. How much he missed her there. He just wished he could feel her warm yet cold embrace right now.

He just had to wait for her now...

🎭꓄ꁝꏂ ꏂꋊ꒯🎭

🄰🅄🅃🄷🄾🅁 🄽🄾🅃🄴🅂

Not explaining why I wrote this
And if you ask why, I won't answer or give you any satisfactions

I'm just tired.