Hunter's POV
She was gone. Jana was really gone. I'd lost my best friend. We'd never get married. We'd never have that happy ending I'd been dreaming about.
I couldn't stay at school and face the chance of running into her. I rushed to my car. I sat there debating on where to go for a while.
I finally decided on going home. My parents should both be at work.
I drove, careful not to let my emotions drive, remembering Jana's accident. I arrived at my house.
I got to my room as fast as I could. I kept scratching at the scars on my wrist. I tried to tell myself not to do anything else-I was two months clean. After what I did to Jana, I deserved all of what I wanted to do to myself.
I grabbed the guitar she gave me for Christmas just a few weeks ago. I laid on my bed and played as horrible thoughts ran through my mind.
"You deserve the pain."
"You hurt the most amazing girl in the world."
"She's forgotten about you already."
"You're worthless."
I placed my guitar back down and walked into my bathroom. Hands shaking, I locked the door and grabbed my razor.
Jana's POV
What had I done? I had just left the love of my life. Was it for the best?
I had to get out of school. I carefully drove home and locked myself in my room. I dug out Hunter's sweatpants and Johnny Cash shirt. I put them on and laid on my bed, looking through pictures we had taken of us on my phone.
How was Hunter? Did he even care that we're over?
I slowly fell asleep, pretending Hunter was there cuddling me. I was embraced in his scent and drowning in tears as I finally drifted off.
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Shy (Hunter Hayes)
FanfictionI couldn't stop staring at the new guy sitting in the back of the room. He seemed mysterious, almost like he was hiding something. His ice-blue eyes met mine for several seconds before I worked up the courage to smile. The corners of his mouth twitc...
