An Affair With The Boss✔️

Chapter thirty four

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I waited for Sophie to fall asleep before I left her room. It hurts to see that she thought I was her mommy.

Didn't Tim show Shanelle's picture to their daughter?

If Shanelle is alive I'm sure she'll be mad at Tim. Why didn't he tell the truth to Sophie so that she wouldn't assume more.

Maybe because he didn't want to hurt Sophie when she found out that her mommy died after giving birth to her.

I sighed.

The party is over and the guests have gone home and my parents went home earlier. Only the three of us are left here.

I can't deny that I also miss living in this house.

I smiled bitterly as I remember that I was always left here alone and my ex husband almost never came home.

I walked and went to Tim who was still outside their house while deep in thought.

"Your daughter has fallen asleep."

Tim looked at me.

"Thanks Kar, Sophie likes you."

I rolled my eyeballs.

"Why didn't you tell her the truth? Tim you will only hurt your daughter more."

His face became serious.

"SOPHIE DOESN'T NEED TO KNOW. she will hate me."

Tim face suddenly became sad.

"I know I was mean to her because I didn't tell her the truth now that she's seven years old."

He continues.

"I saw how hopeful Sophie. How happy she was to mistake you as her mother."

I just listened to him quietly

"I've been wanting to see her happy for a long time. I can't take that back from her now Kar."

My tears starts to form in my eyes. I couldn't help being emotional.

"I planned to tell her the truth but now I can't take the joy she felt from you."

Tim came up to me and grab both of my shoulders.

"I need you Kar, I do not know what to do anymore."

I was surprised when he suddenly hugged me and sobbed on my shoulder.

"It hurts! Fuck! why did Shanelle leave me like this!"

I can't answer him.

"Why does it have to happen to me?"

I tried to pushed him but I failed.

"Tim let me go!"

I said but he didn't listened.

"Why do I have to suffer like this?"

I got the strength to pushed him away and I slapped Tim to wake him up.

"Isn't that what you chose! why are you asking me Tim?"

Tim touched his cheek which I slapped.

"I don't care about your life Tim! because it's not my fault why you experienced that. You chose her, you chose to have children! We didn't even expect Shanelle loss, but now don't complain about your life!"

He didn't answer me and kept quiet.

"You probably know what I have been through! so please don't bother me anymore."

He couldn't look me in the eye.

"If only you chose me, maybe your life wouldn't be miserable now."

"When I begged you to stay, did you stay? I did everything for you Tim! but in the end you can't love me back! You don't care how much you hurt me. Because you're selfish!"

And now he looked into my eyes.

"I'm leaving, fix yourself Tim."

I said seriously as I walked out and left him there.

As soon as I get home I immediately lay down on my bed.

I don't want to be fooled by him again. I don't want to fall into his traps. I'm done being hurt and I don't want everything to happen to me again.

I don't deserve him to use me just for his daughter. Yes, I will feel sorry for Sophie but she doesn't deserve to be fooled.

I felt how miserable his life. How much he suffered now with the loss of Shanelle. But what do I have to do with his life? we're done for a long time! I don't want to be a part of his life again.

I will only be hurt if I let him into my life again. I can't deny that I still have feelings for him but not as deep as before. So I'm afraid that maybe as time goes on I'll fall for him again.

For the time being, I have to avoid him because it's not good when we meet and talk. Especially since I was mistaken for his daughter's mommy. I don't want Tim's daughter to expect on me and I don't want to
feel that she loves me.