An Affair With The Boss✔️

Chapter twenty eight

NP: Supermarket Flower by Ed Sheeran
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The next day I decided to go home and settle with Karen.

I don't want to stay at the resort because seeing Shanelle here will only hurt me.

I need to talk to Karen..

I'd rather choose the girl who loves me.

I tried to call her but she didn't pick up her phone.

I have to accept that Shanelle and I are not meant for each other.

Maybe she is happy with her new boyfriend or maybe he is already her husband.

Shit!

It's hard to accept everything.

When I entered the house, I immediately went straight to her room.

I found Karen inside her room putting things inside her suitcase.

Does she plan to leave me?

"Kar what are you doing?"

She was not surprised by my presence and continued what it was doing.

"Don't ask, it's obvious right."

She doesn't matter.

"No, stay here."

She stopped and faced me.

She's smirking

"For what? to show me how useless as a wife I am?"

I approached her.

"Karen I want us to start over."

She laughed at what I said.

"Unbelievable Tim, what did you ate? and you said that."

I held her hand.

She stopped.

"Please stay here, I want us to start again."

I said seriously.

"Enough Tim, it's too late, why now? Why not at first? I can't feel the pain you gave me anymore."

She let go of my grip..

"Kar, I know I was an asshole but--"

She did not continue what I said.

"Just please Tim! I want to be happy, because I didn't feel that from you! don't torture me anymore and stop pretending that you wanted me, you only said that because I'm the one was here for you. That's enough, please."

Damn!

"Karen are you really going to leave me?"

She smiled before answering.

"I shouldn't have stopped you and Shanelle, I should have divorced you before. Tim, I'm going to let you go."

I was stunned by what she said..

"I don't wanna stay with you anymore. I'm just a human who gets tired."

I hugged her and I couldn't stop crying.

"Karen I already like you."

She let go of the hug and looked at me.

"It's just a like, and that's not love. I have to go, I signed the divorce paper you hid."

I suddenly felt weak when she took her suitcase to leave.

Now I'm alone.

Is this all my karma?

Is this my karma that no one wants to stay with me?

I had no choice but to go back to the resort.

I don't care if I will see Shanelle there.

I want to get drunk until I forget everything.

I know I don't really deserve to be loved.

Because I'm stupid.

I broke her friendship with Shanelle.

I was really selfish.

I really only think about myself.

I have never seen someone who truly loves me.

It's Karen.

I hurt her too much..

I want to stop her, but I don't want her to feel the pain anymore and I don't want to bother her anymore.

Because she doesn't deserve that.

She deserves to be happy..

She's a good wife...

I was just being stupid...

Was I really stupid?

Is it stupid to fall in love with someone who is not your wife?

I'm just human.

They say fight for your feelings for the person you love.

But the person I love who I fought for also left me in the end.

It's true karma is a real bitch.

After I arrived at the resort, I went through the first entrance where I saw Shanelle.

But she was not what I saw.

Another woman.

"Excuse me, where is the girl who was assigned here yesterday?"

I asked the new receptionist

"Miss Shanelle? Oh, sir, she resigned immediately."

I drank again at the same place yesterday.

I couldn't stop crying while savoring the heartache.

I don't care if I look gay anymore.

I just want to get it all out.

I sipped the bottle of beer again

then I lit a cigarette stick.

After a while I didn't realize where my feet had taken me.