Sa buhay hindi mo kailangan na umayon sa kung ano ang typical. You can have your own unique type of love. A boy can love another boy, a gay can like another gay and so on. Just like in a garden you don't have to always pick roses, sunflowers and daisies. I? I just picked lavender flowers among them just like bees who loves them.
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We are currently at the beach preparing for the wedding. Everything was all set except for us, the groom and bride. I don't know kung ready na si Von kasi ako I am nearly finished.
"Ready na raw si Von"
Speaking.
"Sis bilisan mo na magmake-up" I said to Paula which is my make-up artist
"Excited ikasal? Hahaha wag ka mag alala kahit ilang oras ka pa dito hihintayin ka ng groom mo so chill!"
"Ayoko lang siyang mainip"
"Gusto mo bang pumuntang hindi perfect ang make-up?"
"Ofcourse not"
"So stay still and relax final touch nalang this won't take long"
Hindi ako mapakali habang mine-make upan kasi baka naiinip na si Von what if magbago isip niya.
"Mas lalo tayong tatagal nito Zariah eh, mula nong nagbuntis ka sobra na overthinking skills mo babaan mo naman. He's fine he'll wait for you right Lily?"
"Yup in fact they're enjoying out there"
"Okay"
Huminga ako ng malalim and let Paula do her job.
Mga after 30 minutes natapos na rin si Paula magmake-up. Agad akong tumayo kaya pati si Paula nabigla at inayos kaagad ang bridal gown ko.
"Susme masyado kang kabado" Nagmamadali niyang ayos sa buhok at gown ko.
"Let's go"
We immediately went outside and pumwesto sa ark, my father immediately arrived. Inabot naman ni Lily ang aking bouquet, it is composed of only lavender flowers as I picked.
Na-weirduhan nga sila eh.
"Dad hindi naman nainip si Von no?"
"Hindi naman ano ka ba"
I looked at Von na tumayo sa upuan niya at inayos ang tux niya tsaka tumingin sakin. Then his gaze hit me, it made me nervous dahilan para mapabilis ang tibok ng puso ko.
I felt like I have butterflies in my stomach and it made me gasp for air sa kaba. I heard dad chuckle.
"I remember your mom when we are about to get married. She was very nervous that time nakalimutan niyang hindi pa pala niya suot ang gown niya. She was late for 30 minutes at humihingal siyang dumating sa ark."
I laughed hard which made me less nervous.
"I don't know that mom has an embarrassing moment"
It is because I remember mom as a very serious person. She walks and moves like she was a queen. Very formal.
"Your mom? When she was young marami siyang kalokohan ano ka ba"
