MY BRAIN (poetry)

Love

I hold a special place in my heart for you that only you have the key to.

But only if you knew that you have a hold on me like no other. I love thinking of you and what you would feel like.

Oh, how my heart flutters when I see you. It's like I'm being lifted off of the ground as if I'm floating on a fluffy, beautiful cloud.

I hold the best and the worst memory of you because I no longer want to feel as though I didn't know you.

I think I understand the best and worst of you, something that no one person could ever store in their memory.

Who are you?

You are the long walks on the beach just before the sun sets its final shine on the world.

You are what I see every day in the eyes of my parents when they catch a glance at each other from across the room.

You are something I long for in my upcoming years of being a young adult.

I know what many versions of your presence feels like, but I have never felt the love of a partner in a relationship.

I believe I can produce the feeling of you towards someone else without even realizing it because I have seen and heard of your presence as if I have read the books one thousand times telling me that you are something that very little of the world has felt.

I may be young but I am not dumb, so I am prepared to be hurt by you and I will rebuild myself into a stronger material that no one will be able to break.

Is it so bad I long for your true and authentic self?

Are you real or a fibment of my imagination?

Love?

That's your name, isn't it?

Love I ask of you with my full and utmost vulnerable heart, will you grant me a wish of having the feeling of love from another, I wish for the love of a soulmate that will accept every piece of me without any doubt?

And I shall do the same and find out for myself if you are real.

So please remember that I love thinking of you. 

P.S. This is my favorite so far and I hope you liked it.

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