I usually never talk.
The times I do are in the comfort of my room.
I will sit in my room just sitting in silence most of the time, then I break from my train of thoughts and walk to my dresser.
And I just talk to myself.
Weird, I know, but it makes me feel as though I can speak without the judgement of others.
I once heard that all geniuses talk to themselves. I don't believe I am a genius, just a person who feels alone.
I love being alone most days. Most days I love my company but I do long for social interaction although I'm terrified of it.
Im mostly scared of rejection, mainly because I feel im too odd for the liking of most teenagers.
I believe im a wonderful person. im just not like most people.
I dont think im weird, but I like to think im cooler than most kids because im not immature, and I have amazing parents.
I hate how people dont have enough knowledge to understand why they are wrong.
And I think of all these things in the comfort of my room.
I wish I had someone who knows the real me like the back of their hand.
I know i have my family. But I long for the satisfaction of talking to someone my age that gets me, and i get them without even saying a breathless word.
I have lots of unanswered queries for the world, and the only one who knows them is my room - and no one will ever know them as long as I stay socially awkward.
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