No matter what I do my mind can't escape my old life. Outside of being with Seth everything was constant hell fire, no one can shut up about what happened to me.
I just want to fucking live without hearing Dominic's name!
I've hated myself for a long time because of what he did to me, I'm tired of being a victim, I'm so sick of everyone thinking he's apart of me. Reminding me of every single thing he did to me , every punch, every slap, just every fucking thing!
Seth isn't like that, even when he was kinda being my therapist he didn't bring up Dominic until I was ready. He stayed focus on what I needed to be better he talked to me about other things in my past that fucked with my head, he didn't just talk about Dominic.
He talked to me about my mom, he talked about my childhood trauma of not having a father. He talked to me about my future, what I look forward to for my little girl... it was never about Dominic.
I left him but did I really leave him?
I tried so hard to let go just for it to constantly be thrown in my face, I hate it.
I could scream right now!
Walking into the home I need Seth, I need to relieve the stress I'm feeling right now- I need to fuck him.
It's probably not the best idea to fuck him and use him as a stress reliever, but right now I really don't give a fuck. I need my mind to be distracted by something other than a conversation, something that's going to take my focus off.
One night of not thinking about my past is all I need.
Pacing all over the house it's near impossible to find him there's so many rooms, my phone died, so there's no way of calling, so I call out for him. Of course there's no answer just my luck, "Seth!"
Going into Star's room I see she's asleep, I wonder if she went to sleep on time. I smile knowing she probably didn't, closing the door.
There's one room he's never in and if he is shocked isn't even the word, walking into the room there he is, laughing at the tv watching...
Barbie?...
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In my opinion this is the best looking room in the house, mainly because of the unique couches and cool roof. This room is underneath the house, and he said he only added this to the floor plan to escape his family when they thought he was on vacation. You can only access it by a six digit code or the elevator. I typed in the code because it's easier and less scary.
