Our Old Manager.

She knows who she is.

It has been a few days since Y/N decided to take a break in sunny Thailand. 

"Girls, come on," Kwangjoo told them. He watched as the four seemed restless as if they did not want to do any work today. "What's wrong?" He asked in the elevator. "We've been thinking. That's all." Jisoo answered on behalf of the group. "About Y/N?" Kwanjoo asked as if he didn't already know. "She's taking care of herself. She's not here right now." He mentioned without hesitation. "We know she's not here right now," Lisa mumbled. "I mean, she's not here in Korea right now," Kwangjoo said but knew right away he was not supposed to. 

"What do you mean?" Jennie asked. 

"Nothing. Forget what I said." Kwangjoo was panicking. They stepped out of the elevator and met with the other two managers. "What is wrong with your face?" Nayeon laughed at the various looks the oldest manager was giving her. "What?" She asked when he signalled to the girl group walking their way. "Where's Y/N?" Jisoo asked Nayeon. Kwangjoo gave an apologetic smile before dragging Jinho with him. "Kwangjoo oppa accidentally told us a few seconds ago that she is not in Seoul right now. Where is she?" Nayeon remembered that Y/N gave her a heads up that it'll be alright if the girl group knew where she was. So, she did. 

"Thailand?" Lisa was the most shocked. "I'll book a ticket for tonight." Lisa had her phone out to find tickets back home. "Lisa, don't do that." Nayeon took the youngest's phone. "Y/N told me that it was okay for the four of you to know where she is. It doesn't mean she wants you there." The girl group eventually nodded and promised not to mention anything about Y/N again. 

Y/N spent time with Becky over the next few days. She showed her around Thailand, just like she promised. Y/N realised that people would recognise Becky in public. Of course, they communicated in Thai so Y/N does not understand. She thought they were her friends from school.

On the same night, Y/N asked Becky if she had a side job. Was she not a full-time student?

"I'm an actress," Becky revealed. "Oh. I didn't expect that." Y/N chuckled. "Any movies or shows of you I need to watch?" Becky shook her head with an embarrassed smile. "I'm not that big. I've not acted in many shows or movies either. I promised I am an actress and go to school at the same time." Y/N smiled before teasing, "You're not that big yet. I'm sure there will be many opportunities for you in the future." Becky gave a shy smile before softly thanking the older girl. Y/N glanced several times at the younger girl who was silently doing her college work. She got into thinking. Y/N does not want to be involved with the younger girl who's in the spotlight. She's always getting involved with girls whose jobs required them to be on camera. 

"I should head back to my hotel," Y/N mentioned after noticing that it was almost midnight. "What? Are you sure?" Becky asked in a worried tone. "Yes. I don't want to keep you up. You should sleep soon too." Y/N pointed to the laptop. "Let me call you a taxi." The younger girl didn't wait for an answer as she was already on her phone. "I'll see you tomorrow." Becky walked the Korean girl to her front door. "No, it's alright," Y/N spoke and those words broke Becky's heart. "You... You don't want to hang out with me tomorrow?" Y/N took notice of the change in facial expressions. "Hey. Hey. I don't mean it like that." Out of her habits, Y/N took both of Becky's hands into hers and gave them some kisses. "Oh my gosh. I don't know why I did that. I am so sorry." Y/N muttered with her head hanging low since she didn't dare to look into the other girl's eyes.

"Don't apologise. I like it." Becky's pointed finger went under Y/N's chin to bring her head up so she could make sure Y/N knew she liked it. "So," Y/N cleared her throat and that made Becky took a step back. "You have been the best unofficial tour guide but I was hoping of spending all day in the hotel tomorrow." Becky nodded but Y/N could still see the sad and worried expression. "Hey, what's wrong?" It was Y/N's turn to place her pointed finger under the younger's chin. "Don't tell me you will secretly fly back tomorrow." Becky sobbed.