Forever yours

Ch.47

Beam was washing the dishes after their dinner and Forth was silently wiping the dishes with a cloth. Forth didn't want to make Beam work but Beam said that he was bored from siting here and there doing nothing. Forth told his maid to go home. In Forth's mansion and in his parents mansion there were servants everywhere but Forth built this penthouse to get some peace. He didn't like others intervention in his privacy that's why the cleaners come after he had already left for office.

Forth let Beam wash the dishes but on the condition that Forth would help him too. Beam reluctantly agreed.

After hearing Forth's confession he just wanted to go away from Forth's home. He felt like, because of him Forth was feeling frustrated. He even ignored Forth to get him made. Not only that he even broke a flower pot intentionally to make Forth mad and hate him . But Forth didn't even react to Beam's childish act.
Poor Beam didn't know that maybe the flower pot was extremely expensive but for Forth it was nothing. He didn't even think about the broken pot . He was just concerned about Beam if Beam got hurt from the broken pieces. Beam could see the worry on Forth's face.

Now , there were here in the kitchen doing their respective works silently. If someone would see Forth work in a kitchen they would be really shocked. Who would know that a multi billionaire like Forth could even do houseworks .

After that day Forth brust out his frustration infront of him , he just said sorry to Beam and left from there. Later he didn't even mention it once and behaved like nothing happened.

" P'Forth, ca..can I go back to my apartment?" Beam said after piling up all his courage at once.

" Why? Did you leave something important there?" Forth replied not thinking much.

" If you want then I can send someone to carry your things here. " Forth further continued without stopping his work.

" I... I'm just.." Beam didn't know how to explain further.

" No, I.. I just want..to g-go back to my pl-ace . " Beam finally said it .

Forth stopped his work and turned his head to look at Beam.

" What do you mean?" Forth's gripped on the plate tightened.

" My bo-ss will be... angry if I mi-ss my ... works so much " Beam tried to look for an explanation.

" So, you want to leave from here and want live in your apartment?"Forth's face hardened.

Beam didn't had the courage to look at Forth's face.

"Yes" Beam timidly nodded his head.

" What about Akira?" Forth tried to be patience with him.

"He is a g-ood boy . He will beh-ave and really .. likes you "        Beam confusedly replied while stuttering.

" So, you are leaving him . So, you are leaving us ?" Forth couldn't help but to ask.

Confusion was written on Beam's face.

"Why?" Forth voice got louder. Forth placed the plate at the kitchen counter he was wiping with a force.

Beam jumped a little on the sound.

" I ask you something Beam" with that Forth took his step towards Beam.

Beam gulped down and stepped back from Forth. But Forth didn't stop . With their stepping back , Beam's back hit the huge refrigerator. Beam tried to escape but Forth placed both of his hands on the both side of Beam capturing him between him and the refrigerator.

"Answer me " Forth demanded while trying to control his anger.

Beam flinched again.

When Beam still didn't reply him he grabbed Beam's slim waist with his one strong veiny hand and pulled him closer to his body. And with his other hand he cupped Beam's face and turned it upwards towards his face.

"Answer me love" this time Forth gently asked while whispering in Beam's ear. Bean shivered at that.

" P... P'Forth..." Beam let out a small gasped when Forth's warm lips sensually touched his ear. Forth just placed a kiss behind Beam's ear. Beam just helpless clinched on Forth's shirt.

" I'm hearing love" Forth again said gently while rubbing his thumb at Beam's Creamy cheeks.

" I ... I don't want....to burden you Phi.  " Beam said with his teary eyes.

Forth wanted to contradict Beam's words but he let Beam continue.

" I know you ...are going to th..throw me away . That's why I.. I'm going before... before you throw me ... away. I'm really selfish... I... I didn't even..thi-nk about you. I...made you frustrated. I know, I'm...a.. really horrible parent. I- I couldn't...even take care ..of my son. He was.. hungry and hurt , ...when he was with me. I didn't have the...mo-ney to buy him clothes and toys. They hurt him ... because of me . He was sick a..and I didn't...even have money to...buy medicine. You really take care... of him well. You... you even take care of...a person like me . I don't...want to get greedy. I just want to...go away phi before you throw... me away. I will not be able....to take it Phi. I already lost Phi ... P'Tae. I will not disturb.. you Phi .. just let me see Y..your son sometimes. I... I will just see ...him from far. I won't talk with...him . Please Phi ... I... I... " Beam said all these things keeping inside his heart from last month while sobbing hard. He was crying so hard at the end that he couldn't even able finished his sentence.

Forth was speechless because of the shock Beam gave him . When Beam was sobbing hard he just hugged Beam tightly like Beam would ran away from him the moment he left him .

They were in that position till Beam calm down after sometime.

" Why are saying things like these love? Did I not show  you , how much you mean for me ? " Forth tenderly said while kissing Beam's head lovingly.

" You are allowed to be greedy love. You are not a horrible parent baby. You both suffered because I was a jerk. I shouldn't have left you in that village whatever the situation was. You are the best mama for our precious son love. And who said I'm going to throw you away. I have been even thinking about shifting us to my mansion so Akira can get more place play and roam around. There is a beautiful garden in which you can plant and decorate anything you want. Stop saying things like this love. "Forth gently tried to pacify his baby love in his arms .

Beam looked up from Forth's embrace to his face with a shocked face.

" I was confused at first, love but now I'm not confused anymore. If you still don't get my point then let me tell you straightly baby . I Love You my baby love. You mean more to me than my son's mama . I'm not taking care of you because of Akira, love . I take care of you because I really care about you my love. Do you get it now? I Love You my life " with that Forth ended his emotional speech with a loving kiss on Beam's rosy nose while finally releasing his own tears.

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A/N:

Guys this was my first time writing a confession scene 🥲... I just write whatever came to my mind.. now I'm totally blank... hope I didn't disappoint you 🥹❤️.

Take care my gudloos 💋