Forever yours

Ch.39

All of them were sitting silently. No one dared to speak anything after Lee finished his side of story. Ming looked at Forth. Forth was feeling numb. He didn't know what to say or feel. His headache was coming back to him again because he tried so hard to remember those things. But nothing came out . Everything was black like it never happened.

" But why  are we meeting P' Lee here Ming?" Phana decided to break the silence. Phana couldn't imagine Forth as someone's lover because he was with Forth practically whole life and not once he saw Forth being interested on someone.

"You know Phi, we can't just meet P'Lee anywhere. Think what will happen to Beam if the secrets are started reveal before P'Forth. But I think my parents or P'Forth's parents are already informed about this meeting ." Ming sighed.

"Where is he ?" Forth asked Phana.

" Lemme ask my guard. I told him to follow Beam." Phana knew who Forth was asking about.

They all thanked Lee and bid there farewell to Lee.

The car ride to the city was silent.

Ming was himself shocked with the story. He always wanted Forth to find someone whom he truly love and care. Forth found that someone but can't even remember about him even a single thing.

Forth's face couldn't tell the emotional turmoil his heart is going through.

The silence inside the car was so frozen that no one dared to speak anything.

But Phana's phone rung breaking the frozen silence.

"Hello" Phana replied.

Someone said something from the other side.

" Are you fucking kidding me? What the hell were you even doing? If anything happens to him I will just.. oh God .. just follow him for now. We are coming." Phana frustratedly hung up his call.

" This location. Immediately." Phana ordered the driver.

" What happened Phi?" Ming asked.

Forth also eyed Phana with a questioning starre.

" Beam is kidnapped and my men are currently following them " Phana said frustratedly.

"What!!!" Ming and Forth asked at the same time.

***

Before they reached their destination, Beam was rescued by guards. Obviously Forth and Ming's guards helped Phana's guard .

Phana told the guards to take Beam directly to his home.

When they reached Phana's home, a doctor was treating Beam's injury. Beam was badly injured and shaken.

Wayo ran towards Phana and hugged him tightly because he really don't like Beam's state. Phana kissed wayo's forehead and told him that everything will be okay soon.

The doctor soon bid his farewell and told them to look after Beam properly and even told to take him to a psychiatrist, because his condition was too sensitive at that moment.

Forth looked at Beam who was sitting on the couch like a lifeless doll. He silently went near Beam and sit near him . When Forth lightly take his hand on his bigger one Beam looked at him . Beam looked at him with lifeless eyes. Beam didn't even react after seeing Forth.

Forth couldn't control himself and hugged Beam. Tears escaped from Forth's eyes without him knowing it. Beam didn't even return his hug.

Forth took Beam in his arms in bridal style and got up from the couch.

" Where are you taking him ?" Phana asked carefully.

" Home" Forth just said and walked out from Phana's house.

***

" Mama ..mama ..mama " Akira ran towards the bed where Beam was sleeping.

After Forth let Beam sleep on his bed in the master bedroom, he took Akira near his mother.

" Mama .. hurt.. daddy" Akira cried when he saw the marks on Beam's face.

" Mama will be okay baby " Forth kissed Akira's head and let him sleep beside his mama.

Akira hugged his mama .

Forth too climbed up on the bed and sleep beside him . He brushed Beam's soft hair before he also travelled to his Dreamland.

***

Forth woke up from his sleep with some voices.

"Mama no cry " Akira was consoling Beam.

" Mama loves you baby " Beam cried while hugging Akira tightly like someone would again separate Akira from him .

" Please baby don't leave mama" Beam cried out still hugging his baby to his chest.

" No one will separate you from him " Forth said from behind Beam.

Then only Beam noticed Forth.
He turned around and hugged Forth .

Forth accepted the hug willingly with a sad smile.

" P' Tae.. phi please don't leave me na " Beam's tears soaked Forth's shirt.

"I don't want to...sobb...wake up .... phi. Sobb ... It's really terrifying out there..sobb... You are not there with me.. please Phi... Don't leave me alone na... I can't.. sobb ... live without you...phi...sobb." Beam said between his sobs.

Then Forth realized that Beam was thinking this as a dream. That was why he didn't want to wake up.

" I'm not leaving you alone love. Not again. I'm sorry. I have hurt you enough  " Forth kissed Beam's forehead tenderly.

Beam hugged Forth tightly  and went to his Dreamland again.

***