Forever yours

Ch.46

Beam was silently watching his son and son's father to build a toy castle together. Forth and Akira was really focused in their work. Beam could understand that Akira was interested in that but why Forth was putting so much efforts in building it. Forth was really confusing for Beam. Forth was like puzzle. But it was funny that how the father son duo was so much focused in the work like their life depends on it. They had the same facial expression. Anyone could tell them by watching that they were father and son.

Beam was still waiting for the day to be thrown out from Forth's house. The more he spent the days , the more he got anxious thinking that his time here coming to an end soon .

And with Forth's care Beam was feeling more dejected because he knew this time he was falling for the real Forth. Forth was really careful with his food and health. Because of his anxiety Beam didn't have the appetite to eat but Forth even took him to see a doctor. Forth even book a therapist for Beam but Beam was not ready to speak about his problems with anyone.

' why is he doing this to me if he is going to throw me out soon? Can't he see it's becoming hard even to breathe properly?' Beam wanted to shout, cry and complain but his fear of losing Forth and Akira was more. It was killing him for inside.

On the other hand Forth was really careful with Beam. He never touched Beam after Beam cried while he kissed his finger. He took care of Beam and Akira equally. He thought Beam need time to adjust. He really wanted to tell Beam how much he meant for him but he was afraid of Beam's rejection. After all he put Beam through so much.

" See mama " Akira excitedly show the castle to Beam after finishing it but Beam was lost in his own thoughts.

" Mama " Akira went near Beam and shook him .

" Uhh ,Yes baby" Beam broke out from his thoughts.

"See" Akira showed him the castle proudly.

" You did really well my baby " Beam hugged his son lovingly.

Akira extended his little hand towards his mama .

Beam looked at his son with confusion.

Akira gave his mama a gummy smile and wiggle his little hand again.

" I think he wants a reward for his hardwork" Forth tried to guess.

" Smart daddy" Akira nodded his little head fastly.

Beam cup his son's face gave kisses all over his face.

" This is your reward" Akira pouted at first but giggled while filling ticklish.

" Give daddy kissie too. " Akira cheekily smiled at his mama.

Forth and Beam just froze at their place.

" But baby ..." Forth was the first to capture his sanity.

But Akira cut him with his cute glare.

" Daddy work hard too" Akira said his mama while kissing his Mama's rosy cheeks.

Forth and Beam didn't make any move. But seeing his parents silent Akira's eyes started to tear up .

" baby ..." Beam and Forth became shock seeing their baby son with teary eyes.

" Okay okay baby. I will give your daddy kissie too" Beam awkwardly said.

" Beam you don't have too " Forth said but inside his chest his heart was beating violently.

Beam didn't reply anything. He just went near Forth who was sitting on the floor in his previous position while building the castle and lightly kissed his cheek with a flustered face.

" Yayyy" Akira clapped his baby hands happily.

" Daddy kiss mama" Akira again demanded.

This time Forth didn't hesitate. He gently held Beam's beautiful face in his hands and kissed both of his cheeks lovingly. Forth also kissed Beam's nose and Forehead. Forth was thankful to his son . Beam was not looking uncomfortable. But Beam was blushing furiously. Forth wanted lick those rosy cheeks and plump lips but he knew he had to be patience.

" Your son is really naughty" Forth decided to comment after his satisfying kiss.

" Just like you" before Beam could think the reply came out from Beam's mouth.

" What ..." Forth just amusely looked at Beam.

"Uhh ... I.. I mean.." Beam found it difficult to use proper words.

" It's okay love. Relax " Forth gently hold Beam's hand .

" I'm sorry Phi " Beam timidly apologized.

"You don't have to love" Forth said while massaging Beam's tense hand .

Akira was already busy again with his new toy plane. Forth just literally filled the house with Akira's toys and foods. Yeah, Forth also bought Beam lots and lots of varieties of clothes, jewellery, cosmetics etc. Beam didn't even know the use of most of them.

Beam wanted to say Forth that he was spoiling Akira too much but he knew he didn't have the right to say anything in their life. Although Forth gave all his consent to Beam but Beam didn't able to see it.

" Was I naughty ?" Forth asked out of the blue breaking the peaceful silence.

" Haahh " Beam looked at Forth with a confuse face.

" I mean , what was I like when I first met you?" Forth decided to ask .

Beam was not expecting this kind of question from Forth. So he didn't know how to answer to that.

" Was I really naughty?" Forth asked again when Beam didn't answer him .

" Ahh you were not" Beam replied timidly.

" I'm not gonna scold you. You can freely tell me. I just want to know. I'm just confused with all these things. One moment I was living my life like I planned and the next moment I got to know that I have a son and a lover. I really tried to remember everything but no , nothing.. nothing comes to my mind. It is all blank like nothing happened... like our story never existed... But Akira happened and anyone can tell that my blood is running through his little body by sparing a glance at him . He behaves like me. When I pressure my mind to think about it , it only give me headache. It's all are really frustrating. I sometimes feel like I'm going crazy. " Without Forth's consent his frustration was brust out from his mouth.

Beam was startled. He didn't knew that Forth was going through so much . He was so accustomed with his self pity that he didn't able to see Forth's condition who was taking care of both of them while having these battle within himself. Now Beam felt like a selfish person who couldn't even able see the owner of his heart.

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A/N:

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Randomly wishing a very happy birthday if someone is having one yk 🤭🍨🍮

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