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"Mama ..mama .. akira hungry" Beam looked at his son sadly who was complaining while patting his small belly.

"Let mama finish his work first then mama will feed Akira" Beam tried to negotiate with his baby son.

Beam knew , Akira didn't complain easily. He tried to fasten his work, so, that he could feed his son .

Currently he was wiping the floor of a massive building. It was a headquarter of some renowned company .

Beam placed his 2 and half years old son in the ground, while he was wiping the floor. Akira was following his mama everywhere he cleans. When there was many people in the room , Beam put his son in the back with the help of the baby carrier bag . Sometimes Beam let him sat on the ground on a corner while he was cleaning .

Beam didn't have anyone who could take care of his son while he was working . So, he had to take Akira everywhere he went.

The manager who gave him this cleaning work was kind enough to keep his request to brought Akira with him in the work. Akira was a smart child. He was not like the other childs of his same age.
He didn't disturb Beam in his work and silently followed Beam everywhere.

Beam didn't know how he qualified to work in this massive building. Maybe the manager felt pity on him , seeing his child hungry.

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After work Beam and Akira was waiting for the bus while eating bread . Beam knew that he shouldn't feed this cheap bread to his baby son but he didn't have enough money to buy a proper baby meal for Akira . When Beam earned some extra money he always tried to buy milk for Akira.

Beam looked at his son who was eating silently . Sometimes Beam felt  that if Akira's father was there then Akira's life would have been much better. Beam was greatful that despite his tender age , his son never asked for things like toys and candies . Beam felt really bad because he couldn't buy the things his son wanted . Many times Beam caught Akira starring at the toys or candies . It was difficult for a child to understand his parents struggle but Akira was always silent like he understood Beam's struggle to keep food in their stomach.

The bus came and they started their journey to home . The seats of the bus was full and it was difficult to stand with Akira in his arms . Akira had already fallen asleep . Beam was standing while trying to adjust Akira in his arms then he suddenly felt a hand touch him improperly from the back . Beam became stiff for a moment but he tried to distance himself from the hand . The bus was full of people and it was impossible for Beam to get away further . Beam wanted to asked for help but no words came out from his mouth . From his past lessions he understood that whatever the situation was , people always found him guilty . Tears started to form in his eyes but no words came out from his mouth . He just tightly hugged Akira in his arms . But Beam really wanted to shout . Akira cried out loudly in his arms as if he was feeling his mother's distress. Beam tried to stop Akira by patting his back but Akira's crying was not stopping.

People started to be  annoyed at them . The hand that was touching him was going lower and lower . Akira cried out louder than before as if he wanted his mama to protest what was happening to him . "Stop touching me " Beam finally said it to the man who was touching him.

People started to murmur among them .

"Woww ! You can't even take care of your child and you are blaming others "  A woman said irritatedly .

With that other people also started to throw hurtful words towards Beam and his son .

"You are disturbing other passengers ." "Can't you just get off from the bus ..."
People started to say while eyeing them disgustingly.

Even the bus conductor told him to get off in the next stoppage .

Beam had to get off from the bus in the next stop . It was already midnight. So , there was no bus . He didn't have enough money for a cab . Beam started to walk in the cold dark night with Akira in his arms . Akira already stopped crying but he was still sobbing .

"Mama Akira is sorry" . Akira said while sobbing in his arms.

"It's not your fault baby. Mama is not strong enough . Mama is sorry " . Beam couldn't stop his tears .

It was always like that with Beam . No one ever believe in him . Sometimes he thought that it would be better if he didn't meet Tae , Akira's dad . But how could he blame him ? Akira's father gave him the love that no one gave him . He always hated Tae for leaving them.

When they entered the run- down neighborhood , Beam already started to feeling scared like something bad going to happen .

" Welcome home pretty boy . And here I thought you ran away from us " A creepy looking man said  Beam while waiting in front of their ranted room with his equally creepy looking gang .

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A/N:

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Keep me motivated guys 🥺

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