More Than Friends|| J.Jk ✓

Part-09

The next day...
I didn't slept the whole night while thinking of jungkook. I was crying while sitting on the floor hugging my knee as I buried my head down and cried silently. Little did i know that someone sat beside me and caressed my head. I looked up and saw my mom. I quickly hugged her and cried hard.
She let me cry and didn't stopped me so that I can feel relieved a bit.

"Ssshh!!dear"she said while patting my head.

I didn't said anything and was just silently sobbing while hugging her.

"Why don't you tell him?"she said with worry in her voice.

I widened my eyes as I heard her. How did she know that-no no i am overthinking. Maybe she is talking about something else. Maybe?
So I stayed silent and let her continue.

"Why don't you tell jungkook that you love him?"she said

I shoot up my puffy eyes and looked at her. I was about to say something but she continued cutting me off.

"See dear it's not too late. Go tell him. He must be waiting for you at airport."she said assuring me.

"But w-what i-if he d-don't see m-me that w-way?"i said while struggling to speak as I was still sobbing hard.

"I don't think so. But even if he don't then accept it."she said smilling sweetly at me.

"Go and tell him. I am with you."she said

"It's only 30 minutes left for his flight to take off."she said while looking at her wrist watch.

I realised the time and hurriedly got up. Put on my coat and went outside while running. A taxi was about to pass me but I stopped it and got into it.

.....

I quickly got out of the taxi and went inside the airport running. I looked around as my eyes was looking for only one person Jungkook!! And i found him and i quickly went towards him. As I approached him. I hugged him from behind. He flinched a little and turned around. He looked at me with smile on his face.

"I knew you will come."he said as he again hugged me.

"Yeah!! I'm sorry for being late" i said as I hugged him back.

"It's okay.. thank you for coming"he said smilling and broke the hug.

"Actually I w-want to say something until it's too late"i said as I looked at him.

He was confused but still nodded. I secretly chuckled while looking at his confused face. I continued.

A/N POV
"I love you"she said and looked at him. He was shocked as hell.

"From the very first day I met you. When you saved me from Soojung and her minions I felt that someone is here who cares for me. Whenever you get close to me I felt butterflies in my stomach. Whenever you hug me or kiss my forehead I felt like my heart is going to pop out. It didn't take time for me to realise that I was in love with you. I was deeply in love with you but I didn't had courage to tell you about that. Sooo... Jungkook do you love me back?"she said with hopes in her eyes.

She felt a little relieved after confessing her feelings to him. But what he said next bring down her world into her feet.

"Y-Y/N i didn't know that you had feelings for me. I am sorry if I am hurting you while saying this but I  see you only as my friend no best friend and nothing more. I hope you understand."he said with a hint of guilt in his voice as he looked down.

Silent tears were already streaming down her cheeks. She felt her broken heart, her broken dreams which she had dreamed about her and him. She thought that it was a nightmare for her but reality hits when a girl announced the flight which was jungkook's. She ran away from there while tears continuously streaming down her milky white colour cheeks.

Meanwhile, here jungkook felt like he was the useless person in the world to make her best friend cry. He wanted to stop her and comfort her but he can't, he wanted to make things clear but he can't, he wanted to tell her that yes he don't love her as a lover but love her so much as a friend. He can't see her cry and on the top of that when the reason is him himself.
He sighed. Grabbed his luggage and went towards flight.

Am I that bad that he can't love me? Am I that ugly? Am I that worthless that I can't have him? What i do i feel so empty after knowing the truth that he don't love me.

To be continued.......