i want you hyunjin || hyunlix

play with fire

- hyunjin -

"alright! take off your shirt."

"WHAT?"

"we need somewhere to write," i remind him, laughing at his stunned expression.

"...and it needs to be someplace nobody else can see it," i continue. "you choose, the inside of your white shirt, or on your bare skin." i watch as felix's ears turn pink; he seems embarrassed by the idea, but not uncomfortable.

"would it be so bad to have me write on you?" i tease. "hurry up and take it off, we only have a couple of minutes left."

     felix looks at me for a moment, takes a deep breath, and releases it slowly. then he reaches for the bottom of his shirt and pulls it off revealing...

     felix has abs?

     and they're more defined than mine??

     i swear he just gets finer and finer as i get to know him.

i realize i'm staring when felix laughs and covers his body with his arms and the shirt in his hand.

     "no, no, no, come here." i slip the pen into my back pocket and reach out my hands towards felix. he tosses his shirt out of the way and takes my hands. i look him up and down one more time.

     "you look amazing," i compliment in a soft voice. i watch as the pink in his cheeks darkens, then he bats away my hands.

     "didn't you say we only have a couple of minutes left? you should get writing," he teases, using my own words against me. i immediately want to grab him again and kiss him but i restrain.

     i pull the pen out of my pocket and move to stand behind felix, sliding the hand holding the pen under his arm. i position myself to write on the smooth skin above his waistband.

     "woah woah woah, can't you write on my back? or chest? why... uhm..." felix questions.

     "how would you see what i wrote? looking in a mirror would make it read backwards. this way, you'll be able to just look down and read it."

     "okay..." he says in a soft voice, "do it." i press my empty hand against his hip, holding him still so i can write on his lower abdomen.

     maybe this wasn't such a good idea. felix's body feels so warm against mine and he smells sweet and intoxicating. being this close to him and breathing him in is making my mind feel hazy. i carefully write my number on his skin. after triple checking that i managed to write it correctly, i slowly release his warm body and take a step back.

     "make sure you don't wash it off before sending me a message. use it to add me on kakaotalk so we can talk overseas, okay?"

     "of course. sounds good," he responds and then his eyes flick toward the door. "how much time do you think we have left?"

     "probably, like, thirty seconds? why?" i ask, but we're both already leaning in. our lips connect and fire rekindles in my stomach. one hand finds its way to the back of felix's head and the other holds his bare shoulder.

     felix's kisses are like nothing i've ever experienced before. passionate and sincere, like there is nothing in the world he would rather be doing. adrenaline and desire course through my body as our lips move in rhythm with each other. i slide my hand down felix's shoulder and arm, taking in his shirtless body. i feel felix's hands grab the bottom of my shirt and start to tug it upwards to take it off.

     but right at that moment there is a knock at the door. we freeze.

     "times up! come on out," calls yun's muffled voice from outside our door. felix groans in frustration, letting go of my shirt and dropping his head onto my chest. i gently cover his ears with my palms before yelling back.

     "alright! coming!"

i run my fingers through his hair before carefully lifting his head from my chest. "hey! it's gonna be okay! you have my number now, i'll see you again."

     "but you're going to japannnn," felix complains.

     "yes, but only for three days and then the tour will be over and i'll have time to see you again. don't worry! text or call me whenever you want and i'll answer when i can, okay?"

     "okay... that sounds good."

     "good. now please put your shirt on before yun storms in here," i request as i pick it up and hand it to felix.

     i make sure my phone number hasn't smudged from his skin as he slides his shirt over his head. then i carefully fix his hair and shirt until he looks something like he did the last time we saw yun. then i think of myself.

     "do i look okay?" i ask felix.

     "really good," he says, looking me up and down. then he laughs and fixes my crooked shirt and touches up my now dry hair.

     "i'm getting my hair dyed a new colour tomorrow," i mention as he plays with my blue-gray hair.

     "oh really? what colour?"

     "if you text me tonight, i'll send you a photo tomorrow and you'll be the first to know."

     "deal," he says, smiling. then he stands on tip toes and gently lowers my head to kiss the top of it. "goodbye blue!"

"goodbye, you. come on, before yun yells at us."

"last hug," felix says before hugging me tightly. i hug him back, resting my head on his. then he pulls away, smiles, and quickly heads out the door.

"thank you yun," i hear him say to my manager as he dips his head in a bow. i follow felix out, smiling. i watch as he picks up his bag and phone and then turns to wave at me before heading around the corner and leaving.

     "better than yesterday?" yun asks, looking at me curiously.

     "yup," i respond, careful not to say more than i should.

     "did you get to finish what you wanted to discuss with him?"

     "probably not," i answer vaguely, before turning on my heel and heading back to the dressing room happily.

     i'll never be done talking to felix.

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