i want you hyunjin || hyunlix

honeypie

- hyunjin -

     a delicious chocolatey scent invades my senses as i walk down the hallway to my apartment. i don't usually eat sweets, but after a long day of meetings, the idea of trying a bite of whatever smells that good is making my mouth water. maybe felix and i should order something from the bakery downtown.

i take a deep breath, enjoying the scent for one more second before opening the door to my apartment. the sweet smell grows ten times stronger and i gasp quietly. stepping inside, i close the door behind me as i spot felix organizing something on a cooling rack. he looks up at the sound of the door closing.

     "oh, hey! i hope you like brownies," he greets me with a big smile. i walk over to hug him.

     "i definitely want to try some. they smell heavenly." felix laughs, returning the hug. he probably thinks i'm being dramatic but i'm really not. i reach to grab a brownie off of the rack.

     "ahh!" felix exclaims, swatting my hand away. "you'll burn yourself! they just came out of the oven. we need to wait for them to cool down." he pulls away from my arm that was wrapped around his waist and takes my hand instead, leading me to the dinner table. there, i notice the two bowls of kimchi stew and the cups of rice and vegetables that felix set up for us.

"you did all of this?" i ask, amazed. everything looks and smells so good.

"yes, i asked mr. ahn if he would make a stop at the grocery store so i could buy the ingredients. thankfully, he didn't mind. now, sit down, let's eat." i pull out a chair and dig in. all of the flavours are just right and i can't help but hum in satisfaction. felix smiles at me before taking a bite too. we eat in peaceful silence, playfully brushing our legs together under the table.

     "thank you for the food. i didn't realize you were such a good cook." felix flushes at my compliment and shakes his head.

     "i'm not that good. but baking has always been a hobby of mine so i picked up a little cooking as well. i'm glad you liked it though," he replies, standing up to clear his dishes. i grab mine and head to the sink too. felix turns on the water but i take the dishes from his hands.

     "let me. you did the cooking," i insist, taking his place in front of the sink.

     "thank you," he responds, leaning against the counter so he can keep me company while i wash. "are you happy with how the lyric distribution meeting went? how does that work exactly?" he asks and i hum in thought. the sound of running water and scrubbing fills the silence before i answer.

     "yeah, i'm happy with my lines. i didn't think about it very much, to be honest. at this point, i trust 3racha and our staff to know what's best and i'm happy with whatever i'm given. i think we all are. except for seungmin, who wants to steal all the rap verses." at this, felix breaks into a laugh. "the crazy thing is that he could probably do it," i continue, cracking up as i remember how seungmin beat changbin and jisung in a rap battle on "weekly idol" a couple of years ago.

     "i would love to see him rap more," felix admits with a grin. "your raps are my favourite though, by the way."

     "awhh, thank you felix," i respond with a grin as i continue scrubbing. thinking of the rap lines that i learned today, i remember something.

     "oh! i'm doing your rap!" i exclaim.

     "what?" felix asks, surprised and confused at how loud and excited i suddenly became.

     "in "fnf"! the rap you added to the middle of the song!" i explain before rapping it for him.

     "i fell apart, burnt to the ground
     got nothing but ashes in my eyes
     it's black and cold as night
     i wish i was there with you
     by your side
     i don't know if i can
     sleep well tonight"

     felix's eyes widen and his mouth forms a perfect oval. i smile widely when i'm finished and after a moment he cheers and claps his hands.

     "that was incredible! i can't believe they let you have the rap i wrote! this is like, the best gift ever," he compliments enthusiastically. i feel my heart turn to mush at his reaction.

     "i'm really happy about it too. when i heard it for the first time this morning, i was really proud of you, you know."

     "oh, shut up. it's nothing. chan's the one who made it sound good," he brushes my compliment off, flushing and turning away from me.

     "you're not accepting any of my compliments today," i observe, washing off my hands now that i finished cleaning the dishes. "why's that?"

     "i'm just being honest," he
mumbles in response, still avoiding my eyes. after drying my hands, i move so that i'm standing in front of where he is leaning against the counter. i brace my hands on the surface on either side of him, caging him in.

     "what was that?" i ask, pretending i couldn't hear him. he finally looks at me and his pupils widen when he finds my face inches from his.

     "i... well, nevermind. it doesn't matter," he admits, gazing at the curves and lines of my face as his cheeks grow darker.

     "felix, you know you're incredible, right?" i ask and he squirms slightly.

     "you're the incredible one," he rebuttals, giving me a look. i ignore him and continue my compliment barrage.

     "i love your cooking and your songwriting. not to mention, how skilled you are at social media..." i compliment, leaning closer to his face. "...or how kind you are," with this, i kiss him on the cheek. "...or how sexy..." another kiss on his jaw, "...or how smart." one more on his forehead. felix giggles and i feel butterflies fill my chest.

     "say 'thank you' for me, baby," i request, gazing into his eyes.

     "thank you, hyunjin," he whispers in his low voice and i feel satisfied with his answer. then his gaze lowers to my lips, asking for another kiss. i consent, pressing my lips against his and feeling the butterflies in my chest swarm. his lips are soft and warm and everything about him smells like brownies. i can't get enough. i move one of my hands to the back of his head, holding him gently. he reaches his hands around my waist and pulls me so close that our hips and stomachs press together. our lips find a steady rhythm and everything else falls away. in the entire universe, there is only felix and me and the bond between us.

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