||Hisoka x Reader|| Breathe

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by Ryoki_360

by Ryoki_360

Chapter: 56
Person: Hisoka
Type: comfort, Angst

I've had this feeling recently.. a feeling that everyone I love and everything I ever worked hard for is going to be ripped away from me. Like in the end it wouldn't have even mattered if I had done anything or not. I feel like everyone is going to die. There's nothing I can do I just have to deal with it till my time is up.
Hisoka left too. He went off the fight Chrollo but Hisoka refused to believe that the chain user placed a nen dagger in his heart. He left at the worst time, because I don't think I can make it much longer. It feels like my world is caving and a dark force is enclosing on me. My mind began to race and I started pacing in my living room and kitchen. Making non stop loops as my mind began to eat at me.

Something's going to happen

Something's going to happen!

There all dead
They're going to die soon

I can't loose anyone not that phantom troupe not Killua, Gon, Kurapika, Leorio..

Everyone's mad I'm not on a side
I love everyone

I'm going to loose them, all of them this was all for nothing!

My mind raced and more Scenarios. My world began to spin and my knees were giving out. It all hit at once and it felt like a wall fell on top of me. My lungs crashing down and begging for air. My nose burned and tears welted up. My ears began to ring and it felt like I was going to die. My knees that were once keeping me up, caved in and crashed into the floor borde. My one hand catching me from falling head first into the floor. My second grasping my chest and pulling at my shirt.

The door had opened with Hisoka at the entrance. I couldn't hear him talking or the door opening. My vision was blurred but I could tell from the silhouette that it was Hisoka. "Y/n?" He asked a little shocked, soon realizing what was happening. "Hisoka" I cried out with the little bit of breath I had left in my lungs. His eyes widened and immediately walked to the living room. Kneeling down and putting his hand on my chest; the other on my back. "Breath Y/n everything is okay. I'm here now, I'm by your side." I was hyperventilating and crying, although it felt like my lungs were crashing and my world was caving in. Hisoka's words were comforting and it was as if his touch was healing. "What's going on, talk to me" he said calmly. Hisoka felt calm too, i could feel that his focus was on me and me only.

"Hisoka I'm going to loose all of you!" I cried out, hiccuping and wiping snot from my nose. I dug my face in my hands and began to cry. I openly cried and my chest began to hurt again. Hisoka layed his head on my shoulders and embraced me in a light hug. "You don't need to worry about anything, everyone is strong and we will all have each others backs one way or another, despite our differences" he said calmly and i ugly cried in his shoulder. His words were reassuring and my world began to build back up again. The weight lifting from my chest. "Thank you" i murmured grabbing Hisoka's shoulders and hugging him tightly. Suddenly it was like non of this has ever happened. My mind was blank and Hisoka was in my arms. Everything felt at piece again and he made that happen.

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