When I wake up, the sun is just barely peeking over the island cliffs, the stars still out.
Noah's body moves slightly as he breathes, also moving me. Our bodies are so close, our legs tangled together, waists connecting, breathing paced the same, and his arm draped across my hip, keeping me close to him. The only thing keeping us from being sweaty and sticky was the giant fan above us.
I had woken from my dream. But it wasn't a bad dream. Noah and I were at the restaurant. It was... nice.
Noah stirs and flutters his eyes open, blinking confusingly before registering that I am awake and its still dark outside.
"Hi" he grumbles sleepily, rubbing his eyes. "Hello" I whisper, kissing his cheek softly. He closes his eyes and presses his face against mine.
We stay like that for a moment and a thought flashes my mind. I remember being in the cold restaurant, Noah making a deal with me on our lives. It's hard to believe I've fallen for this man so quickly.
Do I... am I... in lo- no. It's too soon. I think to myself harshly.
Noah arm trails down my hips and he slides his hand down my bare thighs. My breathing hitches when he brushes his fingers against the top of my shorts.
"How are you?" Noah asks, breathing into my ear as I whimper under his soft touch. A rush of yesterday's recent events hits my head and I let out a strangled cry, hurting.
Noah removes his hand and I sigh, torn between my pain and his pleasure.
"Talk to me darling"
I press my lips together in a thin line before sighing. "I'm just... remembering" I say. Noah nods and entwines his fingers in mine.
"Cassidy" he whispers in my ear, making me shiver. "Noah" I breathe.
He climbs on top of me, our fingers still entwined, and he leans down and kisses my collarbone softly. His lips trail up to my jaw before he lifts his face so his eyes meet mine.
For a moment I feel the air shift around us, stilling almost. Both of us are holding our breathing and for a brief minute so much pain resides in the air between us it feels like someone is stabbing me repeatedly in the chest.
A single tear rolls down my cheek and Noah frowns before kissing it away. He then uses his free hand to caress my face, his fingers slowly moving down to my neck were he lightly brushes his skin across my own, as if mapping out something.
His hands move down my chest, between my breasts and then he stops at the top of my shorts. I suck in a breath and look up to catch his eyes. He's saying a lot with his eyes.
I'm here
Don't worry
We'll get through this
I'll protect you
You'll never be alone again
I've got you
I close my eyes and nod slightly, waiting patiently for what we both want. Noah's hand dips under my shirt and slides over my hip, his cold touch making my shiver.
My eyes flutter when he trails his hand from my back to my stomach and moves down lower and lower, siding over the top of my shorts.
I whimper and use my free hand to grip Noah's shirt. Just forget for a moment... just relax I think to myself.
Noah's hand slides into my shorts and he tugs them down my legs gently, being soft and calm. I raise my leg slightly and he shifts and I can feel that he's anything but calm.
He pushes my underwear aside and leans his lower body down closer to me and we both suck in a breath at the same time our bodies connect.
"It's been so long" I murmer, clutching his bicep with my free hand. As Noah starts to slide in and out, he grips my hand tighter, grunting quietly.
"I thought I remembered how good it felt to be inside you. Feeling the warmth and how tight you are..." Noah whispers, talking between kissing my shoulder and collarbone.
"But now... well let's just say I was a fucking fool to think I could remember how amazing you feel Cass"
I flush a deep red and moan slightly when he hits me just right. "I love you" I blurt suddenly.
Noah stops his movements and hovers over me, panting slightly. I flush again and move my hands to cover my face. "Oh shit" I mumble.
It only takes a second before Noah removes my hands, resting his hand on my hip. "You do?" He asks curiously. I nod, sheepish and super embarrassed.
"Words sweetheart" Noah demands softy. I gulp before answering, flushing a deeper red.
"I do... I love you Noah"
Suddenly, Noah digs his hands under my back and lifts my body so I'm straddling his lap. He takes his hands and grips my thigh and hips at once. He helps me move back and forth, grinding my body against his. I immediately follow his lead, wrapping my arms around his neck and grinding my hips down on him.
For a moment I kind of don't fucking care if he loves me back or not. And then I remember he's the first since Luke. It would break my heart.
"Cassidy since that first day I realized I wasn't going to kill you. I wanted you. I was going to protect you and keep you as my own... I think I've loved you since that night on the couch... the night we got that first got a Walks note... that's when I knew for sure"
Noah pours out his words to me as we're reaching our climaxes. And I feel full... not just literally.
I bury my face in Noah's neck as I can feel myself come... Noah follows immediately after.
I continue to straddle his lap while we even our breathing and calm down. Noah cups my cheeks and smiles at me softly.
"I love you Cassidy Rose"
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Kill You
RomanceI was going to kill you..." he says. "But I think we could have some fun, don't you?" ~ During a awful storm Cassidy Rose has to take shelter in an abandoned restaurant where she find a dangerous man who is also hiding. Being stuck together he makes...
