All I Want

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Took inspiration from the song All I Want by Olivia Rodrigo.

The dress you wear is next to the video.
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This is more like an AU of sorts
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I laid sprawled out in my pajamas as I watched stupid romantic movies as I binge ate and cried as tissues littered my couch.

That asshole! what kinda man does that?

I blew my nose and sniffled. I watched as the two lovers on screen confessed their love for one another. "Jane, you are in my very soul, I love you!"The male lead confessed. I grew irritated and threw my chips at the screen.

"Run Jane, Men Will Only Tell You Lies!"You say to your screen. You wipe at your tears when you hear a knock at your front door. You cock your head and emerge from the mountain of tissues. You straighten your hair and attempt to look somewhat decent and not half dead.

You open your door only to see your best friend for years, Anakin Skywalker. "Hey cutie! I brought wine!"He says holding up a bottle of your personal favorite.

You smile for the first time in a long time and let your best friend inside.

"Thanks for letting me in!"He said.

You turn around to face him, "I only let you in because you brought wine!"You admit taking the bottle from him.

He couldn't help but laugh, "yeah that sounds about right!" He says following you into the kitchen where you grab two wine glasses from the cabinet. Anakin helps you open the bottle and then you pour a generous amount of wine into both glasses.

You offer Anakin one and he takes it, "cheers to good wine, great friends, and horrible taste in men!"You say clinking the glasses together before nearly downing your entire glass in one go.

"Woah, easy girl! Pace yourself!"Anakin warned jokingly taking your wine glass from your hand. "Feel better?"He asks.

You smile and look at him, "a little bit, yeah!"You answer feeling a lot better than you had felt in days. You walk over and give your best friend a hug, "thank you!" You thank him and he smiles before pushing you away.

"Okay cutie as much as I love your hugs, I need you to take a shower and get changed into something nice because I'm taking you out!" He says.

You cock your head but don't question your friend. You walk to your bathroom and shower quickly then dry your hair and get changed.

You change into a black halter dress and simple black heels. You adorn the dress with gold accessories like a gold necklace and gold hoop earrings. You adjust your hair and brush your teeth then add a dash of makeup.

You walk out to see Anakin had changed into a blue dress shirt and black jeans. You had always known your best friend was handsome, but never had you realized how much.

He turned around and saw you and his mouth dropped open slightly. "Too formal?" You ask worried that you had dressed over the top.

He shook his head and held out his hand, "no—no you look perfect!" He admitted making you blush slightly. He walked up to you and you took his outstretched hand happily. "Ready to go?" He asked and you nodded.

When you arrive at the bar Anakin opens the car door for you and you took his hand. You walked into the bar together and went to get yourself a drink. "What can I get ya, darlin'?" The bartender an older man with a beer belly asked.

"I'll take a rum and coke, please!" You answer and he smiles at you.

"You got it, darlin'!" He answered before turning to Anakin who ordered just a soda. You looked at him funnily and he answered your questioning look.

"I'm the sober cab, Angel! This night is all about you!" He answered with a smile and you smiled back before turning and accepting your drink from the bartender.

You had been on your second drink when you saw a person you had once loved out of the corner of your eye. "Jackson—" you gasped seeing him and immediately turning away from him just as he kissed  a pretty blonde's cheek. But Anakin did see the cheek kiss which infuriated him.

He turned back to you and his face softened. He wasn't going to do anything, because you were more important. He was your best friend and secret crush and he knew you were hurting and needed him. "How you doin'?"He asked rubbing up and down your back soothingly.

You sniffed, "how stupid of me—I thought we were in love. I guess it was just me!" You say leaning your head against Anakin's shoulder.

He shook his head, "Angel he's an asshole—he doesn't deserve your tears!" Anakin tried to tell you.

"I swear, all I wanted was a love that lasted!" You admit sighing into your friends shoulder.
"Is all I want too much to ask for? Is there something wrong with me?" You ask Anakin genuinely.

Anakin shook his head and rubbed your shoulder. "(y/n) there is nothing wrong with you. If he couldn't see how great you are then that is his problem not yours!" He reminds you.

You smile at your friends words. "All I ever wanted was a good guy—were my expectations far too high? Maybe I'm not even worthy of love!" You admit and Anakin couldn't take another word of you second guessing your worth.

He noticed Jackson walking over with his downgraded girlfriend and acted fast. "(y/n) you deserve more love than you realize!" Knowing that you would react badly to seeing your ex near you, Anakin did something spontaneous.

He pulled your head from his shoulder and connected your lips with his. Waves of pleasure blew through you. His lips confessed to you the crush he had hid from you for years. Jackson recognized Anakin's face from across the bar and began marching over, but neither of you cared.

Not until you were roughly pulled off of Anakin did your lips finally separate from each other. You whipped your head around to see the less attractive face of your ex. How you had once thought him to be the handsomest man in the world, you had had no idea what you were thinking.

"What the fuck were you doing, (y/n)?"Jackson almost growled.

Your slightly drunk self had more confidence than you normally did and you scoffed, "last I checked me and what I was doing was no longer your concern!"You snapped at him. "I wasn't the one cheating while we were still together, so you no longer have any say in what I do with my life—the days of you controlling  me are over!" You finish pushing his hand from your shoulder roughly.

You turn back to the much handsomer face of Anakin and smile, "wanna get out of here?"You ask, "I seem to have lost my appetite," you say side eyeing Jackson who stood there stunned.

Anakin smirked and held out his hand toward the door. "After you, mi'lady!" He joked and you giggled and walked to the door, knowing that Anakin your ever present 'guard dog' was right behind you.

When you got out of the bar, you turned around to face Anakin who was already smiling at you. "How do you feel?" He asks.

You laugh, "like a 50lb weight was just taken off my shoulders—like I could take on the world! Thank you for taking me out tonight, that was the most fun I think I've had in a long time!" You admit and he nods happily.

"Anytime, Angel!" He answers. You make it to the car and he opens the door for you. You slip in and he gets in the drivers seat. You turn to face him before you feel some liquid confidence come back and you lean over the console and connect your lips with his.

He doesn't hesitate to cup your cheek with his hand and you bring your arms up to his shirt and undo a button which makes him pull away. "Woah—as much as I would love that, how about we get you home and tomorrow I take you out on a real date?" He says stopping you. As much as he would love to make love to you, he wasn't going to have the first time be when you were intoxicated.

You sigh and trail your thumb along the exposed skin of his chest that had been exposed after undoing the button. "As long as you promise to never break my heart like Jackson did!" You say.

He smiles and leans down and kisses your lips briefly. "If I break your heart I break mine, sweetheart! I'm your best friend forever no matter what that now entails!" He reminded you and you smiled.

Because you finally found all you want!

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