𝐑𝐎𝐎𝐌-𝐌𝐀𝐓𝐄 𝐈𝐒 𝐀 𝐃𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐍𝐓 | 𝐉𝐉𝐊

Chapter 19

Why does it feel so good yet painful..?

Your eyes were opened like a scared puppy. However, you couldn't move much whilst Jungkook was on top of you. His lips were just fish biting yours.

Lingering to your bottom lip as to not let you go. You budged, wanting a way to get his heavy body off of yours. But his strength pretty much over powered you.

Your heart started to pace even quicker and agitated. As you got the words to speak, breaking the kiss, you lightly slapped his side several times.

"Jungkook, get off!"

You wailed quite frustrated but not dramatically. He just kept a look in your eyes with nothing hidden behind. Your head was wobbling side to side.

"For god sake, get off of me!"

Slowly, he lifted himself before you could end up pushing him upward, releasing yourself from being sandwiched between him and the sofa.

That failed attempt of seduction was bringing back that familiar awkward tension. You tried to walk away with more of a stamp to your feet until your hand was being grabbed.

Forcing you to stop and stare back at the man who once had the plot to murder you at school.

He halted you to stop with a hand attached to your wrist. With a glint of desperation in his eyes.

"Stop."

He slipped out a word, which confused you. Your brows were visibly narrowed down as if he commit a horrendous thing. The thing was that he kissed you!

"What do you want Jungkook?" You blatantly shouted at his face. Not much tone, but it was clear you were annoyed.

He then stood up, still firmly holding onto your arm. Why was he suddenly lightly spoken to you? These questions about him could never be answered.

"You didn't have to walk away."

"What do you mean? You're making me feel uncomfortable."

You two were now face to face with deep glares. You questioned in your head why all of a sudden he was acting this affectionate towards you.

"Y/n. Why can't you just accept my own feelings?"

You looked at him in distraught. How real was he being right now?

"Jungkook.. You do not feel that way. And I know that.. We aren't like that.."

His stare just deepened, relaxing his shoulders a little but still upset as to what you said. "What makes you think you know everything about me??"

You raised a brow. "You're being serious?"

"What makes you think that y/n! Huh? You expect everything I do to be a joke??"

"If that's what you believe, then yes. I do think that everything you do is a joke!" You extended your arms to an arguing gesture.

Which you were being quite sarcastic with your tone but Jungkook didn't find it. He took what you said to heart. Shattering that cold stone.

His teeth dug into in bottom lip, tasting the silver metal. While also poking his tongue inside his cheeks.

However, his emotions didn't hit. You strided to your room more irritated than normal.

Jungkook just stood back, putting weight on one foot to another, rounding his gaze across the whole room, maintaining his tongue circling inside his cheek.

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The time crossed to light. Daylight. It was brightly sunny outside the dormitories.

You settled back in your usual school routine as per normal. Maybe not as per normal. Still having that slightly imitating look on your features.

As for last night, you kept brushing away that constant thought, but it was practically glued to your function of constant loops and daydreams. It bothered you a lot. Especially during class sessions.

This day wasn't any luck to you. The more you thought about it, the more the guilt slid through your system.

Time skip

Walking out of the building with your carry bag on your back, heading to the dormitories, Lisa tapped your shoulder in surprise.

She had her signature smile across her face peeking up at you. "What's happenin?" She stood beside your shoulder. Asking the curious question of a typical friend.

"Nothing much. Just heading to the dormitories."

"Okay. You wanna come back at mine? With me and Jen?"

You humbly denied her offer with a head shake. As she accepted that declined request, she headed off, waving her hand goodbye.

You did the same, mirroring that hand wave. That brief smile you had for Lisa came down again. Back to a blank face.

Things crossed your mind until you randomised one thought. You fished out your phone, checking the time on your lockscreen. "I guess I haven't seen mom in a while."

You said to yourself in excuse to escape the lonely field of being in the dorm. It clicked that you haven't visited home, so your directions leaned towards your house afar from the school.

Only a 10 minute walk away would calm you down and get things in focus. You were only a minute away from the exit gate.

More like 20 seconds away. The path was cleanly empty for the most part as you walked with your hands tucked beneath your puffy jacket pockets.

Your scarf feeding you warmth to your neck. The 4 degree wind brushing your hair back with delicacy.

As you were about to cross the gate, your foot came to a halt. Gaze now laid on a specific figure, who wasn't Jungkook.

But a woman, arms apart and sprinting towards Jungkook. Her arms engulfed him in an embrace around his neck as her figure wasn't reaching anything above his shoulders.

That being in the frame of your view canvas, it was shell shock what you were witnessing from meters away.

He was just a bit of a statue until his hands hesitantly lingered around her small waist, progressing the hug. The smile was visible on her face as she hugged him so warmly.

Her face, even though it was relaxed closed, felt very familiar to you but couldn't pin point. She was your age or younger it appeared from a short distance.

His ex girlfriend: Jieun Mi