"And the winner is.... Katy Perry."
I think my smile is wider than hers right now as she looks a little stunned from me to Tamra who's just behind us. She has cleaned up tonight winning song of the year with roar album of the year for prism and now female artist of the year. I'm so proud of my girlfriend right now I can't even try to hide the way I feel about her. Tamra pats her on the back and squeezes her shoulder and Katy turns to me she catches the look on my face and finally smiles. Everyone around us starts to stand and Katy and I do the same the moment she's on her feet next to me I pull her in to a hug I really don't care who's around she's amazing and all mine.
"I love you baby." I whisper in to her ear pulling her tighter for a moment before letting go so she can get her award.
I'm trying very hard to listen to Katy's acceptance speech I really am but Mia and Shannon are being really grown up right now they're pulling the loser sign to me I'm pretty happy with my award for best video I mean every other award I was nominated for tonight was in the same category as my girlfriend and she has had a hell of a year and most certainly deserves this.
"But mostly I want to thank the person who has made everything that I ever wanted to believe in about myself and love come true."
Katy's speech has headed of course and she has my full attention now. I chance a glance at Shannon who glares at me accusingly I shrug I have no idea what's going on but I have the feeling I know where this is going and I had no idea this was coming not from the woman that was upset about the reporter saying we looked hot together.
"You have this idea of what love is and what it should be like when you find the one I found out that I was so wrong. The last year and a bit I've been shown just what it means to really find love it's not always pretty and all hearts and roses, it's hard work and compromise but also the most rewarding thing you can ever find yourself apart of so I thank you Alex for sticking with me and helping me be strong enough to stand here tonight."
The whole room explodes into a standing ovation as Katy turns to leave the stage. I though can't move Katy has just told the world she loves me and that we're together. I'm not upset that she's told the world we have both said it's not something we wanted to keep a secret I'm shocked because I didn't see this coming tonight.
"Say something."
Everyone is looking at me but Jane spoke I think. My higher brain function has stopped though. I've been stunned into silence for the moment. Katy has made her way back to her seat and is beside me now she's silent for a moment before she speaks.
"Hey."
That really annoys me she's just outed us to the world and goes with hey. I stand and make my way out of the row and towards the back of the building. I'm not upset with her for what she did but hey was no way to start to explain it.
"You're angry with me?"
She's behind me but not to close I'm sure she thinks I'm about to explode. I turn and face her stepping closer. I cup her cheek running my thumb over the silky soft skin of her face. I watch as her features soften and she smiles at me.
"I'm not upset with you. I just think there were better opening lines to a sentence right in that moment than hey."
"You're mad that I told everyone."
"Not in the slightest I love being your girlfriend and I don't care who knows. I think that it would have been nice to have had some warning about it."
"I didn't know that I was going to say it till I was speaking. You were so happy for me and I know you were proud of me tonight and I don't think I'd be half as happy without you beside me and I wanted everyone including you to know that I'm so thankful for your love and support."
One thing I am grateful for right now is the fact that everyone knows about us so I have no guilt as I practically pounce on her I kiss her deep starting out as a cares of her lips with my own before I nibble on her bottom lip my need to deepen the kiss is like a physical ache. She parts her lips and lets me set the pace just letting me take what I need and my god right now I need her. Once my tongue has found a home my hands snake up into her hair tangling in the hair at the base of her skull. I know she loves it when I do this and she isn't disappointing me as she groans in to out kiss bringing her own hands in to play. She runs them down my back finding the hem of my shirt pulling it out of my trousers and running her fingers over the skin on the small of my back.
My lungs are screaming at me right now and most of me really doesn't care I just want to be this close to Katy. I also don't want to pass out that really will kill the moment so reluctantly I break our kiss but I don't move I just nuzzle into her neck.
"You never have to thank me for my love and support it's all yours for as long as you want it. I'm not mad at you for telling everyone either." I move away a little so I'm looking into her eyes. "It would have been nice to have had some warning. It would have been nice to have had a conversation about it before you went ahead and did it."
"I'm sorry." She looks really guilty right now and I feel like a prat. My beautiful loving and totally amazing girlfriend has just told the world she loves me and in getting at her about it.
"No I'm sorry I love you too and to hear you say that in front of all those people was amazing baby."
"You sure?"
"More than sure I was just being silly I love your spontaneity it's one of the things that made me fall in love with you."
"Really what else makes you love me?"
"I love that you let me be me I felt like I lost the real me somewhere along the way and you gave me that back. I love that you support me no matter what I know I can fall flat on my arse and you will be there to pick me up no questions asked and I love the fact that even when I'm at my lowest you find something in me to love and make me see that too make me carry on."
Wow my turn to just shoot from the hip it felt good to get it out and by the look on her face it was good to hear it. The look in her eyes has made my stomach do that flip flop thing it does a lot around Katy and my mouth has gone dry. It is so intense right now and the air between us has gotten charged. She takes a step towards me and I take a step back. She takes another Step forward and I another back and I feel the cool brush of the wall behind me on my back as I realise she has me exactly where she wants me.
She presses me to the wall with her hips and the gasp I let out is half to do with her and half to do with the feel of the cool surface of the wall against my heated skin. I don't have time to process that though as her lips comes into contact with the skin of my neck. Her lips feel like fire and they bring goose bumps out all over me. I'm super sensitive to her touch and my skin is tingling with pleasure. She kisses up my neck to my ear.
"You're not allowed to say things like that when I can't show you exactly just how much I appreciate hearing it."
"Who says you can't show me." I smirk almost daring her to carry on. I'm not going to lie right now I want her and I want her bad and the thought of getting caught by people is only adding the excitement.
She smiles a pretty smug smile very pleased with what I've just said pleased with the fact that she's got me as hot as she is. "You'd take that risk?" It's not really a question though as she moves her hand to the front of my trousers tracing her fingers over the seam of them not applying nearly enough pressure and driving me insane.
I grab the front straps of her dress pulling her to me crushing our lips together. I don't have the capacity to form words right now and I just need to be touching her somehow.
"Ugh we found you!" Jane groans.
"And I'm scared for life." Shannon adds as the two appear behind us seems they had been sent to look for us and there timing is really off.
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Unconditionally (Lesbian Story)
RomantizmFollow up to Thinking of you, lets see how our lovely ladies are getting on now that they are together and how they cope with the demands of living in the spotlight and having to spend so much time apart due to working demands.