ROAMING THE EARTH | JYH

18. I don't want to say goodbye

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"Jia!"
Am I dreaming?

"Jia where are you?" The voice was quiet, fading in and out of my ears. I opened my eyes slightly, to complete darkness and rain. My body was numb, the metallic smell of blood and dirt stinging my nose.

"Yunho" I whispered looking up "Yunho, I'm here" My voice was nothing higher than a whisper as tears pricked their way out of my eyes. The numbness in my body was fading away, pain taking its place in return. I couldn't move, slow breaths of air entering and leaving my lungs. I turned my head to the side when I noticed my fist closed tight. I opened it slowly, the blood on my arms blending with the rain drops, soaking in the ground.

The necklace was in my hand. The necklace Gunho gave me. Was I on the border between life and death, or it was all just a dream? Either way, the voice shouting at me didn't stopped. I closed my hold on the necklace tight as sobs were leaving my body.

"Yunho!" I shouted with all my strength "Yunho I'm down here!" I cried out even louder.
"Jia! Jia stay there, I'm coming down!" I heard him, as my vision blurred again, from the tears flooding my eyes this time.

"Don't go home. Don't leave me" I said to myself, loud sobs fogging my senses "I won't allow it" I opened my eyes looking up at the sky.

The rain stopped as I settled my gaze straight on it. My tears stopped as I breathed in an out, feeling my body trembling with anger "I'm sorry Gunho" I said as a blank expression plastered on my face. I felt numb, emotionless, and with the very little strength I had I turned myself on one side, hiding the necklace in the pocket of my jeans, resting my back on the ground again.

"I'm sorry" I whispered on more time before feeling a pair of warm hands raising me up bridal style, before we collided back down.

"Jia" I heard him sobbing slowly, caressing my face "I'm sorry, it's all my fault" His forehead rested on mine, the tears falling from his eyes meeting my face as his sobs became louder and louder, his body shaking under mine.

"Don't cry" With all my strength I brushed my hand against his cheek, watching the reddish marks I left behind "It's my fault" I whispered "I should've never went deeper into the woods. Don't cry for me, please" I begged as my heart broke more and more with each sob that left his body.

"I'll never stop crying for you" His eyes locked on mines "Jia, I-"
"Shh" I whispered feeling the guilt consume me "Let's go home" I closed my eyes feeling my body go numb again, darkness stealing me from him once again.

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"What did you do?!" With the corner of my eye I saw Seonghwa pulling his hair in despair as soon as we entered inside the apartment, yelling. I never in my life heard his voice crack the way it did now.

"Make some space on the couch!" Yunho growled back at him as Seonghwa rushed there, removing the decorative pillows off of it "Tell me what to do, Jia" Yunho pleaded as he placed me down on the couch, holding my pale face in his trembling hands.

"Are you stupid? We need to get her to a hospital right now!" Seonghwa stepped closer holding my hand "JiJi what happened?" I saw his eyes glistening with tears as a pained smile tugged at my lips
"I fell" A chuckle escaped my mouth before turning into painful coughing. I watched the two boys looking at me in horror as a warm liquid creeped its way out of my mouth. I wiped the corner of my mouth looking back at my hand. Red.

Seonghwa started sobbing as he stood up on his feet running to the bathroom and coming back with a wet towel, wiping my face with it.

"Yunho-" I whispered "I don't want to die" The words left my lips involuntarily feeling the tears well up in my eyes.
"You won't!" He clasped his hands together before placing them on my abdomen "I won't let that happen" He closed his eyes.