You Gave Me The Sun.Twice!!

Chapter 13

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"so you expect me to watch the kids while you slut around town. I do not want to get embarrassed like that Jessica. I forbid it!"
I'm trying to figure out how we got here.
One minute we are talking about where to take the kids for their birthday in a month's time and next thing we are going on about coitus.

I am trying really hard to remain calm but this brute is getting on my nerves.

"All I'm asking is for you to step up and start helping around here. you said you wanted to be a father well it's time to smell the fucking coffee sir." It finally feels good to throw his words back in his face.

"Me saying that doesn't mean you stop doing your part" he sneers.

"Stop! Did you just say stop doing my part!!really, you do not want to go down that road with me sir because it won't be sweet for you and it won't end well. While we are on the topic, who gave you the right to go around talking about my children. Mine, Damien mine. You have been here a for a mere second and you think you have some Wolfie claim on them"

((Did you get the reference to twilight))

"What do you even mean?"

"So you are not the one who gave a lawyer my number to talk about how much I want for the kids. What the fuck was that and who said I'm selling my kids? I have been raising these kids for 6 years alone after you tossed me out of your boat so dont even for a second think you have a say here."

"I can't talk to you when you are like this. I think it's best I leave. We will talk tomorrow" he says while walking to door.

"Oh no you don't, if you walk out that door Damien don't you dare come back to my house!!"

He turns while holding the door knob. He can tell I am serious. He takes a deep breath before he closes the door and moves to the couch furthest from me.

" You have changed Jess, and not for the better" he states.

"Raising 2 kids on your own will do that to you. You change, you become more resilient." I say back.

"I did not know you were pregnant, I would have acted differently had I known"
He can't know that, he is talking about things he is not sure of. He does not not how he would have taken the news back then.

"So you think throwing me out with no way of getting home had I not been pregnant would have been okay then." I ask. I know we were talking about our kids but I really can't help bring that topic up every time we have a conversation.

"I did not throw you out, I simply was done with the relationship and I told my bodyguard to take care of you"

"Of course you don't want to take the blame for your fucked up ways Damien, always shifting the blame to someone else. Well he sure did then huh! I could make an entire society if I was to look up your exs. A book club of sorts where instead of reading we talk about how much of a dick you are!! And by the way you will be looking after your kids this Friday since I will be out." I say as a matter of fact. I am not changing my mind about this.
I do not owe this man any type of loyalty or remorse.
He will act right and there is no going back this around. I am finally including him and he thinks he can come with his terms and conditions.
NOT IN THIS LIFETIME BUDDY!!

"What if I have a prior..."he begins

"Cancel it, you said you wanted to be a father, it's time to step up"
With that I left the room and went to the kitchen.
I had to make dinner for the kids but with how mad I am It's beat I order in.
Maybe pizza or chicken pieces and fries.
I will let the little devils decide.
I head to the kids play room and as I approach I hear them arguing like always.

"I want to watch SpongeBob"
"We watched that yesterday Dj, it's my turn to choose and I want to watch lolirock"

"But that's boring! Its too girly for me Carrie"
"Yeah, it is girly because I'm a girl "
"Well, I'm a boy so I don't watch girly things"
Before a fight starts I decide to step in.

"Guys, we talked about this. You share  this television and you each get an hour then it's the other's turn right!"I say.

"But mom, I want to watch what I want too," Dj whines.

Just as I was about to respond, Damien walks in.

"How about we put your own individual TVs in each of your room"he says.

"Our own TV, Yess now we don't have to share and i can watch anything I want when I want" says Dj with excitement while jumping around.
Carrie is just as excited but she takes this moment to switch to what she wanted to watch.

I am seething inside, is he crazy.

"Damien, a word!"

I leave the room and head to the kitchen.
Literally the furthest room from the kids play room.

"And what do you think you are doing?"I seeth.

"What did I do wrong this time?" He asks as if he doesn't know.

"I am teaching my children that they need to learn to share and what was that you just did"

"Jess it's just a TV monitor so they can watch things individually that's all,so I don't know what your problem is."

"Just so you know, I can afford to buy them each a fucking monitor and there is a reason there is only one. so dont come here and try to change the dynamics of this house. Don't think I forgot the call I got from your Fucking lawyer."

"What do you even mean?"he asks, he really is good isn't he. Always pretending to be a sweet little kitten but lucky for me I know him well enough already, the true definition of a wolf in sheep's clothing.

"I already told you my kids are not for sale. Go knock up some skank and do what ever you wish. But not mine. By the way you are babysitting this Friday."

"Okay fine,"

"And you are not getting them another television set"

"Fine!!"

"you may leave, unless you want to address the lawyer issue! And you really don't have to return"

"We have argued enough let's save that for another day"

I agree because I'm really exhausted. The bell rings meaning the pizza is here. I call down the little bears so they can wash their hands and set the dinner table

"Umm can I stay and eat with you guys?" Damien asks.

"don't you have some naive 21 year old waiting back at your house!"I snap

"No I dont have anyone waiting back at the house for me" he says calmly.

I lose all my fight and I agree to have him eat pizza and wings with us.
It's surprisingly nice, this is what I wanted from the start but that boat sunk a while back. I wonder what would have happened had things been different.
What if Damien had not left me in the dust and actually stayed.

Would we be married right now with more kids? Would we be happy together?
Anyway no use crying over spilt milk!

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Hey besties
It's been a while I know.
I have been busy with personal stuff honestly.

Also follow your Sista!!

I am drafting a new book also, my wish is to finish it before I post it.
It's a teen fiction book by the way.
So be on the look out for it.